Fire and Silk

Chapter Thirteen

Grayson’s POV 

We play the entire Mushroom Cup and I smoke Jai in every race. I finally look over at her on the second to last race when I’m once again in 1st and she’s only in 4th, “Are you even trying?” She giggles, “Of course! Why wouldn’t I be?” I hear the flirtation in her tone, “Do you want to kiss me?” She turns her head and winks, “Maybe?” Suddenly she focuses and manages to beat me, but barely comes in second on the last track. I toss my controller on the floor and look at her victoriously, “I wi-” I can’t even declare my victory before she launches herself at me locking her lips to mine. My hands go into her hair and every inch of her body presses into me like she’s trying to mold herself against my frame. She moans and I use the opportunity to shove my tongue in her mouth taking everything she has to give. “Jai,” I whisper against her lips as my hands begin to travel over her body, tracing along her breast, down her waist, and finally settling on her hips. She grinds against the bulge in my pants greedily, hungrily accepting my kiss, “Hmm?” I pull away enough so that I can breathe, but there is barely space between us. “Let me love you,” I beg her. She smiles and runs her fingers through my hair, “Please.” Her whispered request is the spark to the gasoline building up inside of me. I quickly turn so she’s laying on the couch and tear off her sweat pants only to discover she is bare underneath. I growl in appreciation at the welcomed view and quickly unbutton my jeans, lowering them just enough to free my erection and lay on top of her, sealing her lips with mine once again and burying myself deep inside her. She gasps as I feel her completely and I swallow it greedily waiting only a moment for her to adjust before beginning to move. Her fingers are in my hair and our mouths never part as we make love. I can feel every inch of her squeezing around me and I groan into her mouth, reveling in the sounds of her pleasure. 

“Grayson! Please!” she screams, her nails digging into my scalp causing another growl to escape my lips. “I love it when you say my name,” I groan, “Say it, baby.” She calls out for me against and again as I f**k her. I can feel her getting close and once again finally feel that sweet release that has eluded me for so long, “Come on, baby. Give it to me.” Her euphoric cries as she climaxes causes my body to jerk into its own almost painful orgasm. I come and come inside of her, years of pent up desire unleashing itself. We lay there, sweaty, mostly clothed, and panting as we come down from our high. “I’ve missed you,” she finally whispers looking into my eyes. “Ditto, baby,” I say, leaning down and kissing her softly. She smiles and returns my kiss, much calmer than before, having relaxed. I look down at her completely bewitched by this goddess of a woman. Suddenly the memory of what happened after the last time fills my head and my mood plummets. I pull out of her suddenly causing her to wince and instantly feel guilty as she looks at me confused, her eyebrows drawn together in a frown, “What’s wrong?” I sigh and pull up my pants before running a hand through my hair, “I’m just wondering if I just screwed myself out of ever talking to you again, literally.” She smiles at my pun, but I’m not laughing, “I’m serious, Jai. After the last time I didn’t know what to do. Now I’m terrified I’ll lose you forever because… because I don’t know why. You clearly want me too, so why did you run?” She sighs and stands up walking over to me. She wraps her arms around my waist looking up at me with the f*****g eyes that make me putty in her hands immediately. “I thought I was in love. That’s why. Grayson, I felt like s**t for cheating on my boyfriend. I didn’t know at the time he was screwing around on me, but I never wanted to be that kind of person. You were my first kiss, my first crush, and someone I’ve wanted to be with since I was 12 years old, but you’re also my friend and I don’t want to lose you.” Her confession floors me and I just stare down at her not knowing what to say. She takes my silence the wrong way and steps back, “And now I know that I’m in your shoes. The tables have turned from three years ago. You’re the one unavailable, you’re the one happy and committed. Grayson, don’t you see? I’m the one that will be left behind this time.”

My mind refuses to acknowledge any information that makes it impossible for me to be with Jai. At this moment all of me wants nothing more than to be with her in every way possible. I want Jai, I’ve always wanted Jai. She’s funny, beautiful, smart, witty, silly, kind, she’s everything. I love her humor, I love the way she twists her hair when she’s nervous, I love the passion she has for her work, I love… her. The realization hits me like a freight train and I stop thinking and just act. I grab her hand from where it’s playing with her hair and begin pulling her towards the bedroom. Once inside I close the door and press her up against it, feeling the heat from her half naked body against mine. “Baby, I’m not going anywhere,” I whisper against the skin of her neck as I plant kisses down it causing her to moan. She begins to tug at my shirt and I briefly pull away so she can yank it over my head then my lips return to her skin, appreciating every flawless inch of it. I feel her fingertips running down my chest, along my abs, across my belly, and finally to the waistband of my pants. I grunt as she begins pulling at the and hiss through my teeth when her fingers wrap around my d**k that’s just sprung from my boxers. “f**k, Jai!” I breathe out, removing her tank top and unfastening her bra so my hands can cup her incredible breast. I pinch her n*****s and pull at them earning a moan and quickly plant kisses on each before I’m suddenly pushed away and on top of the bed. I watch with delight as Jai straddles me and gives me the look of a siren as she lowers herself onto me. f**k, yes!