Trying to ignore the thoughts of the new experience I got, I turned on the shower. As the refreshing tiny drops of water cherished my face it made my eyes close unintentionally. It also made the thoughts that I was trying to ignore cross my mind.
"Why would I let him touch me? I was clearly denying and rejecting all the other men that came my way. Why him?" I thought to myself as the water, a drop by drop kept soaking my body.
It was true that now I was feeling awkward about what happened. Now it was getting hard for me to even figure out a way that how I was going to work with him on the same mission? I will be having this hesitancy inside me that will probably affect my performance on the mission.
It took me more than an hour to finally get out of the shower. After covering myself wi
