Cleopatra's pov :
when I opened my eyes bright lights fell on my eyes, I groaned in pain and try to cover my face with my palms but my hands are stuck with something.
I instantly got alerted and opened my eyes immediately, I look up and found my hands stuck into the electrical cuffs...
What the hell? I cursed loudly. I closed my eyes to think about what happened to me and how I got stuck here but that bastard Xavier is appearing in my mind and I can see myself kissing that bastard.
I instantly opened my eyes, "What the fuck... Why the hell I am seeing myself kissing that moron Xavier..." I asked myself in a loud tone, I calmed myself and once again closed my eye to think what happened with me and how I reached here.
That's when Xavier and his bodyguard appeared in my mind. I was talking to Xavier's bodyguard when that bastard Xavier had pierced an injection into my body.
I was lost in my thoughts thinking about Xavier and his bodyguard when I realized that I am laying beside someone. I am going to kill this moron once I get out of this situation. He'll pay for this... He f*****g even left me naked in this f*****g cold room.
It's so f*****g difficult for me to lay in one position, I like to twist my body left and right on the bed and Xavier has f*****g tied me to the bed in one f*****g position.
I turn my face in the other direction to check who is laying beside me but when my gaze fell on my face, I forgot to breathe.
I am laying beside me... What is this? That f*****g Xavier gave my face to someone else. I tried to pull my hand out of the cuff, Rage... That's what I am feeling at this moment.
But suddenly I stopped, I am not feeling any bandage or pain on my face.
I once again look at the girl who is lying beside me, loads of tubes are pierced inside her brain and her body was kept inside the thermal jar.
My body is in hyperactive mode at this moment, first I have to calm myself if I want to take myself out of this situation.
After five minutes when I calmed myself down, I let out a heavy sigh. So the girl who's lying in a thermal jar next to me is none other than Anna Anderson, Xavier's wife, and Tommy's mom who looks exactly like me, that's why I'm stuck here like this
Xavier Anderson ... I will give you the most painful death, I swear to my loved ones ...
I have known Xavier Anderson not from today but for many years. Yes, Xavier and I never met face to face, but we've talked several times via email.
I know Xavier because Xavier used to design all the wonderful equipment for our clan, but a few years ago Xavier stopped taking my orders. He left the USA and settled down in France with his son.
And now I understand why Xavier left all his business in the USA and settled in France. Xavier is not a common man but a Renowned Scientist and a Billionaire Businessman.
Xavier's mother was a French Billionaire but she shifted to American, people say that Xavier's mother shifted because of Xavier's father. No one knows who is Xavier's father, Xavier's mother is still in America and running a business.
Fuck....Why the f**k I am thinking too much about that fucker Xavier, Damn I don't want to think about him.
I turn my gaze towards my cuff...
These are electrical cuffs, I once again sighed, you can do this Babe, you can free yourself from these cuffs. I tried to get up but my gaze fell on the camera which is fixed over me, before I cursed in anger, my mind once again flashed some memories of Xavier with his wife.
Damn...No... why? Why the hell is his memories with his wife flashing in my mind. Why I can't think anything else... Why the f**k I am feeling this helpless emotion.
Aaagghhhh.....this f*****g pain in my head will kill and if any things happen to me, my evil soul will surely haunt that bastard Xavier for sure until he died with the fear of my ghost.
Evil soul, haunt? Ghost...? What the f**k I am saying.
Damn Kabir, After getting out of here, I will first kill that bastard Xavier, then I will break all your bones.
I would never fall in the clutches of this eccentric Xavier here if you didn't fall in love with that witch niharika
Stop thinking too much Ann, and find the way to get out of here... I said to myself in rage and look at the cuffs once again
I was struggling with the cuffs but suddenly I realized what I called myself. I stopped and licked my lips, I Don't want to get worried but I don't know why I am feeling so much anxiety.
Oh, Man...!
The camera turned in the other direction, I look around the laboratory and found many cameras but all the cameras aren't fixed on me.
Is Xavier keeping eye on me through these cameras?
Xavier Anderson is a very complicated man and it's difficult to understand his equipment, and I know this because used his equipment before.
Fuck! I am feeling so f*****g f****d up...
My head is aching so painfully,
I am imagining Xavier and his wife...
I am naked...
laying in the Laboratory of Freak man
I am feeling stupid emotions inside me...
I am feeling scared...
And my f****d up mind isn't working properly.
Teardrops roll down from the side of my eyes, I screamed in anger because I felt this much f****d up before.
Suddenly everything blacks out for me, I closed my eyes and found myself standing in the pine tree forest, the entire forest is covered with snow.
Then I felt a little boy sitting in my lap. I look down, the eyes of the baby are so memorizing, he is giggling in my lap and showing me his wet tongue.
I kissed his head..."My little Angel...." I said to that boy who is giggling in my lap, when I know he doesn't understand anything, then I look at Xavier's family bodyguard, he passed me a heartwarming smile.
Unexpectedly my gaze fell on the beautiful brown snow rabbit, it's a very rare breed of Rabbit and now it's come in the list of endangered species.
I told Xavier's bodyguard to stop the jeep because I want to fetch the rabbit. I put my little boy on the car seat and opened the door of the jeep.
Our family bodyguard is trying to stop me but I didn't listen to him because I don't want to lose this rabbit.
I run towards the rabbit and was about to grab it, but I heard the sound of something, I ignored that sound and grabbed the rabbit but in the blink of an eye, a bunch of wolves came out of the forest and stand around me.
I screamed to see the wolves, then look towards the jeep. Fuck...I forgot to close the door...My son...
No....No...No... I can't lose my baby... I can't lose my Tom...
Our family bodyguard instantly lock the door of the jeep and drive the jeep towards me to save me from the wolves, but suddenly three wolves attacked me...
I screamed for Help, I yelled my husband's name...I don't want to die like this...
The wolves pulled my injured body into the jungle, due to pain and fear I got fainted.
The next time when I opened my eyes, I found my head laying in my husband's lap.
I know I can't survive, my Xavier is crying badly looking at all the wounds on my body, he is stroking his fingers on my face and bloody hairs as if I am a small baby.
I held his hand with my bloody injured hand, then with the other hand, I wiped his tears. My blood stick with his cheek, he is scared to touch my body, his eyes are looking so red and his facial expression Is screaming in pain.
"Xav...." I called his name in a very painful manner because I am feeling so much pain in my neck as if someone bit on my neck.
"Don't...Don't speak...I'll save you my Drew...I'll save..." He said in a very painful tone, sobbing very loudly but I passed him a painful smile.
"My end is very near Xav...Take care of Tom..." I said to my husband, my heart is aching so painfully.
Xavier shook his head, "Stay with me, please... Please don't close your eyes..." Xavier said to me and picked me in his arms.
Our home was very close to the pine forest, we spend our fight night in this house and I like that place so much that's why my sweet husband brought this entire area along with the jungle for me as a wedding present.
Xavier laid me on the bed, "Xavier I am dying, you should stop trying to save me and let me die in your arms..." I said to him and held my wounded neck, those wolves had bitten my neck as well. That's why I am feeling this pain while speaking.
Xavier looked at me with his red angry eyes, "I won't let you die... And that's my promise..." He said in a promising tone. I want to trust him but I know he can't save me.
I want to hold him, I want to kiss him but he is busy piercing some machines in my mind...
I can hear my son's crying sound, he is crying for my milk, I want to tell my husband to bring our son to me because I want to feed him one last time but no words are coming out of my mind.
I started feeling numb, my husband run towards me and cupped my face, "I won't let you go...I won't..." He said to me, kissing my injured lips...
I died that day when those wolves attacked me but my husband is keeping my mind alive through his equipment, for many years.
Present time:
I opened my red eyes and started breathing heavily, my vision is a blur, I am feeling Ann's pain...I am feeling emotions for Xavier but I don't want to feel anything for him.
Why are the thoughts of Xavier's wife coming to my mind, why I can see the past of these two. Why is my heart crying for Xavier?
I blinked my eyes and started struggling to pull my hand out of the cuffs but suddenly I realized that Xavier is standing in front of me.
I look at him with teary eyes...
"Xav....." I called him, his eyes moistened and he put his palm on my cheek. I closed my eyes in pleasure... His touch touched my soul, I am feeling like I have known this man since my birth...
"Ann...." He said his wife's name in a very heavy tone. Then stroke his finger on my cheek "I waited so long for you..." He said with so much pain.
"What the f**k you had done with me, Xavier Anderson, Why the f**k I am feeling pain...and why the hell you and your wife are roaming in my head..." I yelled in anger
Xavier removed his palm from my face and his expressions turned into hard ones.
I moaned in pain, he put his palm on my head, then covered my head with some device and pulled some device out of my back head... f**k there was a device behind my head and I had no idea about that...
What the hell he is doing with me...
I cursed in pain when Xavier did something with my head because I felt so much pain. I am feeling like my head will blast any second.
"What the hell are you doing with me..." I asked him again in rage but I got no response from him.
"It's useless to try because you can not get out of these cuffs until I want it. It's better If you keep laying in the straight position, this will save you from the headache.
In a rage, I started yelling profanities at Xavier but my abuse didn't affect him. I cursed in pain and look at Xavier with rage.
He f*****g touched my eyes then he stare at my naked body...
"You will pay for this Xavier, once I get out of here, I will give you the most painful death that even your soul will also tremble," I yelled at him, no one ever humiliates me like this...
No one has ever seen me like this except Kabir.
I felt a warm quilt over my body, Xavier covered me till my neck.
Then this bastard Xavier move towards his wife, he kissed her dead body then remove all the machines from her head.
Fuck! He is showering too much love on her dead body but why the f**k I am feeling the pain to see that? Why my heart is crying to Xavier in pain.
"Today I have to say goodbye to this body, but your love and your memories will always stay with me in her body..." Said Xavier looking at me with so many emotions.
He held his wife's dead body close to his chest, Oh God... What's wrong with this man, can't he see, that his wife Is no more...
I want to feel disgusted seeing all this nonsense but all I am feeling is pain.
"For seven years I kept your mind alive, in the hope that one day I'll get you back but I failed love...I failed. I could only save your brain, not your body." Xavier cried on his wife's chest...
Wait, what? Xavier has been taking care of the dead body of his wife for the last seven years. But it is impossible, it cannot happen.
A person whose brain dead is legally confirmed as dead. They have no chance of recovery because their body is unable to survive without artificial life support.
But perhaps Anna's case was different, Xavier had not allowed Anna's mind to die. Minutes earlier he told his wife's dead body that he had been keeping her brain alive through a mechanical system for the past seven years in the hope of getting her back.
The brain of a normal human dies within 3 to 5 minutes after the heart stops beating. Then how Xavier was keeping...... I stopped, Damn!
Here we are talking about the renowned 33-year-old scientist of the USA, the whole world knows him as the God of amazing and impossible creations. Of course, he can make the impossible possible.
I turn my gaze back to Xavier, who pulled his wife's naked body out of the thermal jar and laid her on the normal stretcher bed. He started wiping the pale body of his wife with so much love and care, he is time to time kissing her every body part.
I felt pain in my head, I can see Xavier's wife kissing Xavier and bothering him with her stupid action...
I closed my eyes painfully, Damn...
When Xavier cleaned up his wife, he made his wife wear a white wedding gown. I got very emotional to see the wedding dress on Ann's body.
"Please don't bury the gown, please" I begged Xavier, he look at me then he look at the gown.
Why I am feeling so emotionally attached to Xavier's wife's wedding gown. Why do I want to protect this gown...
Without saying anything to me, Xavier walks out of the laboratory, I look at Xavier's wife, their private wedding images are appearing in my mind.
Suddenly I heard the sound, I turn my gaze towards the door and I saw Xavier who just come back with the other dress.
Xavier once again undressed his wife and made her wear another dress.
His hands are trembling badly, he is wiping his tears again and again but his shameless tears keep moistening his eyes again and again.
"It's the same dress in which you saw me for the first time right..." Me...Did I take my name instead of his wife?
"What's happening with me Xavier...? What you have done with me...? This is not me...? Why I am feeling these unwanted emotions, why I am feeling the pain to see you in pain like this, it hurts to see you trembling like this..." I asked Xavier with moist eyes.
"Six days have passed, My love. In 15 days your mind will be completely adjusted to this new body, then everything will be fine. I will get you back and this girl's identity will be completely lost." Said Xavier and his words froze my entire body...
Will I lose all my memories in 15 days?
"What the f**k you have done with me, Xavier Anderson...?" I yelled at Xavier with so much rage.
No, No, No, I will not allow Xavier to end my existence like this, I will not allow my identity to perish.
I yelled, I cursed, I cried and begged Xavier but my actions, my begging, my pain didn't affect him.
After some time Xavier's family bodyguard walked into the laboratory and look at me with worried expressions. Then her turn his gaze towards Xavier's wife, his eyes also moistened to see Xavier's wife's dead body.
The bodyguard stoke his palm on Ann's face then kissed her head with so much love.
"We have to take her out of here very carefully, I don't want tom to know anything about this matter..." Said Xavier to His bodyguard, wiping his tears.
"I already opened the back door, Xavier is in his room so it's good time to leave the house..." Said Xavier's bodyguard to Xavier.
Xavier came near me, he removed the machines from my head then pat my head as if I am his pet. "Don't struggle too much because the more you struggle the more pain you would feel in your head..." He said I cursed him but my curses aren't affecting him.
Xavier one last time looks at me then he takes his wife's body out of the laboratory with his bodyguard
Once the door got closed, I started struggling with the cuffs, I still have 15 days to save myself and my existence. I don't let that bastard Xavier end me like this... I can't
My mind isn't working properly, I can't think straight. Old memories of Xavier and his wife are appearing in my mind and making me weak.
"Mommy....." I heard Xavier's sound, his sound made me so emotional and the mommy word melt my heart. My arms and heart is itching to hug this tiny soul but I am f*****g cuffed.
"Mommy Are you ok... Why your hands are cuffed..." He asked and run towards me. The moment he held my hand with tension, I closed my eyes and new hot tears rolled out of my eyes.
Little Tommy wiped my tears with his tiny hands, my heart bleeds to see this affection in his eyes for me.
"I'll free you from this..." Said Tom and run towards Xavier's laptop. He did something on the laptop as if he knew how to unlock these cuffs and yes I was right. In the blink of my eyes, my hands and legs got free.
I get up, holding the quilt close to my chest pain, "can you bring this dress to me..." I asked Tommy, he nodded his head then bring his mother's wedding dress to me. "Can you please turn your face towards the door for a minute..." I asked, my little boy instantly turn his face towards the door.
I instantly changed my clothes then hugged my baby boy so tightly, fuck...I am feeling so different and so blessed. This warm hug is giving me the feeling of heaven, I am feeling so complete, so happy, so peaceful but then I realised I am not his real mother and I am feeling all these stupid emotions because of that bastard Xavier.
Before I pushed Tom away from me, my little boy cupped my face and look at me with tear-filled eyes.
"I don't want to lose you, Mommy... I love you so much..." His words made me so f*****g emotional and I once again hugged my baby tightly in my arms.
I kissed his head then look into his eyes cupping his face in my palms with so much love.
"I'll not go anywhere, go to your room Mommy has some work here..." I said to him but he held my hand tightly with so much fear as if I'll vanish into thin air.
I kissed tom's head once again and assured him that I'll not go anywhere.
"Mommy please let me stay with you, please..." Tom begged me and his pain is affecting my brain.
"Tom I am promising you I'll not go anywhere, please go to your room .please my baby...." I almost begged my little son.
My little son? Damn!
Tom kissed my lips and run out of the laboratory with painful expressions. I move towards Xavier's laptop and found it in open condition.
I on the CCTV footage of this laboratory and saw Xavier operating me, he fitted some device into my brain then... f**k I don't understand what he had done with me...
I touched my back head and felt a stitch in my occipital bone. I once again look at the video and saw that Xavier had done something with my Hippocampus...
I hold my head with both palms... Once I calmed myself, I picked Xavier's laptop and started writing the email for Vikram and Kabir.
I don't know whether I will be able to reach them both or not but I want to tell them how much I love them.
I wiped my tears and started typing the mail. f**k it's difficult, I don't understand where to start and what to write.
My Angels, my protectors,
I do not know what to write, but my decision to leave both of you was wrong.
I do not know whether I will ever be able to reach both of you or not, but I am sure that after reading this mail, both of you will definitely reach me.
I am currently in Xavier's laboratory in Mouthe, France. I don't know what Xavier Anderson did to me but maybe in 15 days I'll forget everything, I think both of you too
I am writing this mail just to let you guys know that I love you both so much, you both are my life, my love, and the reason for my breaths.
More tears roll down from my eyes, there is so much I want to tell them but I have very few words left.
I on the video and started recording myself, I tried to control my emotions and my pain but f**k these tears are making my situation very difficult.
"Memories of both of you are getting blurred from my mind," I said and wiped my tears. Then I rubbed my palm on my face and look at the camera once again.
"I have only 15 days left, Xavier said in these upcoming 15 days My body will accept his wife's brain and my identity will vanish with my memories...
I never thought that a day would come in my life when I would start forgetting both of you.
Oh God, this pain... It's so f*****g painful for me to accept this truth..."
I said and covered my face with my palm. Suddenly I heard some sound, I think there is someone outside. I instantly clicked on the sent button and when I got confirmation that my mail reached, I delete that mail.
Xavier walked into the laboratory and his body got rigid when his gaze fell on my empty bed.
I picked the sharpest surgical knife to s***h Xavier's neck but my heart and mind aren't allowing me to hurt him.
Xavier look around and when his gaze fixed on me, I noticed how his facial expressions relaxed.
He noticed the knife in my hand but I see no fear on his face, maybe he is showing this courage because he doesn't know who I am...
"You should take a rest, in such a situation, your mind can be affected by walking like this." He said to me in a worried manner.
"Shut the f**k up you fucker, just shut or else I'll stab this knife inside your chest..." I yelled at him.
He smiled looking at me, "My wife's love for me won't let you do that, if you want you can try... I am standing in front of you...." His cheezy words filled my mind with so much anger, I angrily move towards him and was about to stab him but my hands automatically stopped and tears filled in my eyes.
I step back and held my head once again in pain.
I look at Xavier in a very emotional manner.
"I have no other choice, Ann...." Said Xavier and try to hold me in his arms but I pushed him away and punched him so hard. He fell on the floor, and stare at me...
"Aaahhhhhaahh..." I moaned in pain and look at Xavier, rage is all that I am feeling at this moment.
Xavier tried to get up but I hovered over him and start punching him in anger until his mouth starts bleeding.
"You bastard...you f*****g f****d with my memories...I am going to kill you...." I said to Xavier but when he didn't try to save himself from my punches, I stopped and sat on the floor.
"15 days... In 15 days I'll lose my identity...." I said to myself.
I hold Xavier's collar in rage. "Stop this...Stop this manipulation of my mind...Stop this Xavier or else I'll end your life...." I tried to say in a threatening manner but my voice comes out of my mouth in a begging manner.
"You have to do this Xavier, you have to return my memories because.......... because I......I love someone and I can't, I can't give his place to anyone. Take your wife's memories out of me, please..." I yelled in pain leaving his collar and holding my brain tightly.
Pain, tears... This f*****g heart-piercing feeling... Why the f**k I am feeling all this f*****g emotions... I don't want to feel this shit...
This is not me, I raised my hand in the air to hit Xavier, but my mind didn't allow me to hurt him.
"What the heck is going on... Why this is happening to me....tell me, you bastard... " I yelled at Xavier with so much rage, holding his collar once again very tightly.
Maybe Xavier's experiment started working on me, that's why I am feeling all these emotions...
I covered my mouth with my palms, hot tears rolled down from my eyes. I crawled away from Xavier
"Kabir....Vikky....No....No....No....No.
I....I can't...I can't forget them...they are my life, my breath, the reason for my existence... " I said to myself shaking my head violently.
I got up and look for Xavier's cell phone, I found his cell phone near the table but it's not looking in good condition.
I picked that cell phone and tried to contact Kabir and Vikram but their no. Are switched off...
What? Switched off... But they never switched off their private no. I cursed, my hands are shaking too badly...
I felt Xavier's presence behind me but before he overpower over me, I twirl and give him a hard punch on his guts...
Xavier once again fell on the floor, this time I tied him with the belts and shoved the bandages into his mouth because his painful groans are affecting me and hurting my mind.
I am feeling like, I am feeling like I can't see Xavier in pain. I rubbed my palm on my face and calmed myself...
I have to somehow reach to Vikram and Kabir before I lose all my memories and Ann's memories hovered over my mind.
I pulled my hair in frustration, Ann's love is too strong for Xavier, and once her brain adjusted with my mind, it would be impossible for me to get out of here.
O Kabir, look where your love has brought me. I had come here to forget you and today the memories of you and Vikram are being erased from my mind.
I move towards the exit door of this laboratory, but this is locked with a password, I look at Xavier who is already staring at me with so many emotions.
"Stop looking at me like this Xav..." I yelled and realized that I am calling Xavier by his pet name.
I remove my gaze from him and look at the door, I closed my eyes for a second then opened them and put on the password but suddenly the security alarm started ringing outside.
I cursed and look at Xavier, then instantly move towards him and put the knife on his neck. I can't hurt Xavier but I can use him to threaten his men.
My prediction was right, Xavier's family bodyguard opened the door of Laboratory and a bunch of men are standing with him.
"I'll kill him if you guys don't let me go from here and I am very serious, " I said to Xavier's men.