The Best Thing In Life Was Him

Jessica, That Is One Fine Way To Undertake The Incredible Journey To The Stars.

Jessica never really asked for much. Just a few trinkets here and there and maybe a night out on the town, drinks, dinner, dancing, you know, the WORKS! Jessica loved deeply as the sunshine was. In her heart, there was joy and happy things. The past laid a trail in webs of delighted wax. Tendrils lay in the web, tendrils of flesh and blood and guts of wrenching pain.  A loss to remember forever.  How it happened so fast and so terrible as it did.  He was always meant to be with me, he wasn't supposed to go, especially so tragically, dead and gone.  Without a word.  Without a trace.  Like he never knew of love.  Like he never even lived, no doubt.  He died like suicide, like murder.  Shot to death on the living room floor of his parents.  How long the wait was and now nothing will ever be the same. 

Tender like  a baby's breath wreath.  Tender is the night.  Tender, charming tendrils.  Jessica made it all her own.  A charming wishful thinking all her own.  A truly stellar performance on the glistening starlight.  The axiom was verging vengeance around back, around the bend.  A dear, dear sweet kiss from the very lips she loved.  A mystery maker.

A love taker. A whole world shaker. She knew nothing of him, not his name or his background. Just knew the sweet nothings he whispered in her ears, in her dreams. Sweet longing to play the mouse and cat game, envisioning the end. He introduced himself at once, upon meeting her in the shadows. She giggled, laughed, said, oh, yes, Aaron, I am pleased to see you, sir, I believe in love sight unseen, love painted in the sands of time, a grain embedded in the deepest part of me, my heart beats for you and so on and so on. He was the difficultest thing in my life, yet the easiest thing to grasp at a very very young age, the serpentine laid in wait for years, embellishing the story, polishing the brass, shining up the shoes. Aaron was my everything, my dear lover of my heart. He fell to the wayside in my dreams, like he was on a bad end of a trip. A giant colossal mistake, a error in time and shape and distance. An aftermath of treason. Summertime Rebellion. A hutching hora of hatred versus job security versus last of humankind versus who gives a f**k syndrome! Last glance at the weather, folks! A cold biting rain, hurricane wind in the skies northwest of here. Tornado like gusts up to 67 mph and bearing right, southwesterly winds. Aron could never had a chance even a slim chance to catch the eye of another girl, she was his every glimpse, every glance he laid eyes on Jessica, playmate to the stars, playing doctor, playing model girl superstar to your equally placating BOY WONDER, a role worth reprising, your every inhibition, baby, blasted to the big screen. Completely All Around Town Musical Soundtrack, Dolby Incorporated.

1. Shake. Your Groove Thing

2. Fly Robin Fly

3. Tush Tush In The Bush

4. Cutting Rhythms by Tone Loc

5. Tiny Dancers

6. A Long Time Coming

7. Rainbow In The Dark

8. Man On The Silver Mountain

9. Rain When I Did

10. Another One Bites The Dust

11. Strawberry Fields Forever

12. Hey Jude

13. And I Love Her

14. Silly LOVE SONGS

15. Let Em In

16. A Right Kind Of Space

17. Stereo In The Tropics

18. Acid Rain In The Jungles Of The Aztec Goddess, Acidrafer Who Has All Authority Of A Disharming Diplomat

19. Count Five Little Heart Full Song

20. A Letter, My Dear, For Jessica!

21. Freedom Is Nothing But A Memory

22. Deep Pools Ember

23. Love Train

24. Eager eyes

25. ebony eyes

26. where did you sleep last night

27. Stand Tall And Proud

28. 2000 Shades Of Grey

29. Fixing To Be A Vixen

30. Steer To The Starboard Bound

31. Baby You're A Star

32. Raspberry Beret

33. Darling Nikki

34. Cream

35. delirious

36. Little red corvette

37. Hawaii 5-0 theme

38. Right Kind of wonderful

39. Complete Unabridged Edition

40. Tell it to the mountain

a. Aaron you were quite a looker,

Quite a remarkable face. One so handsome, a sight to see and gaze upon with luxurious memory, etched in glass, foretell the future, impossible!  Cries Jessica in her raving lunatic fringe nightmares. To come this far in love and loyalty, to live this love every day for two decades of time caught in place. A depth dug so deep inside of me, deep as the deepest sea, hung you out to dry inside of me, depraved and deprived. Utter hypocrisy and rumblings of a unsated one, left to dry up to nothing, tired, old lumps of once was once upon a time, wishing upon a star, wishing you were here. Aaron, our love shall ever burn the brightest, the star of his delight, Jessia, burning brighter than the last year's candle yet to be. A time to be had and a time to be glad, to rejoice in what you have been given. A slice of paradise. A castle in the sand. A rainbow in the sky. A diamond in the rough. A sure thing like a wingding! Superfly and so stiff, Aaron in love, so brazen, superbly! He was articulate and exemplary to the punch. Behind the mask of indifference. Parlayed to the queen. A Fine Easy Ride.  Aaron was the best looking man ever, a shrine to beauty erected and laid out in rows.  His photograph was shrine to beauty, beauty as we find jt.  My Aaron.  A looker all around.  Gorgeous black hair, curling long tresses amiss on my breast, slinging and slithering.  Oh, the softest way in world.  The days we spent.  Like the song, say hello by April Wine.  Despondent in my grief. At a loss to speak or wonder aloud.