SASHA My eyes flicker open and i immediately regret it because the white light threatens to blind my eyes. Where the f**k am I? Last I checked, I don't sleep with the light on. Ever. Except occasionally when Nico.. Nico. The scent of antiseptic hits me as memories rush in. The fight club, Aiden who had followed me to a meeting for the first time in God knows how long, the noise at the place that was so unbearable that I had to get some relief from something and then, the moments when I was drifting between consciousness and unconsciousness with my senses flooded with Nico's cologne. My heart stings when I remember what led me back to a hospital, after so many years of doing very good, I'm back at this place again, because I was seeking for relief. I didn't want to do that, I didn't

