-----~[AMELIA]~-----
I'm feeling a very powerful urge to fill up an empty void deep down within me and Nathan seems to be the only one that can do so. I really don't have a choice so I can't really be blamed. I am going to meet Nathan tonight and I am going to ensure that this night will be the best night of my life just like he promised me.
Oh f**k.
I find myself already dripping with my fluid just at the single thoughts and excitement of going over to join him in his room. Just what the hell am I waiting for? And before my mind can reply to that question I find myself tiptoeing briskly as fast as ever before towards that dangerous forbidden room which I can't seem to ignore. He is gaining really fast on me and I don't have any power over him. I am just hopeless. And there's nothing I
