Trust can be earned

Chapter Six

I watch her for hours waiting for me chance, I watch her whisper something in Morgans ear. He scans the room quickly before giving her a nod, my blood boils for some reason as she kisses him gently before turning and walking off alone. Rico looks after her before Morgan whispers something in his ear, he looks at where she has gone and back at Morgan before nodding and continuing his conversation.

She has gone to the balcony, alone. I know there is no one out there and I watch Morgan for a few minutes, making sure he doesn’t follow after her. When he hasn’t moved, I make my way outside, when I step into the fresh air, I don’t see her. I quickly look around wondering where she could have gone, then I see her sitting on a bench head in her hands.

I walk over and stand next to her, when she doesn’t notice me, I take a seat as I ask, “Is it that bad?” I feel her tense before she scoots away a little, she doesn’t take her hands away from her head. Instead, she twists her neck and looks at me through her fingers, her hands fall when her eyes land on me as she spits “Enzo.” I’m a little taken back and can’t help but wonder how she knows my name.

She scoffs before saying “What, you didn’t expect me to know who you are.” I look at her with narrowed eyes and say, “I seem to be at a disadvantage here, who are you.” I watch her as she chuckles darkly, it takes my breath away it is so similar to Savannah’s. She stops chuckling but still doesn’t answer my question, I can’t stop myself from asking “It isn’t possible, how can you look so much like her?” I study her expression, but it doesn’t change from indifference.

I go to move a stray hair from her cheek, but she reels back with disgust on her face, then she stands sneering at me. I was expecting her to say something, but she doesn’t, she turns and heads inside. I don’t know why but when she was about to step in, I jumped up, I couldn’t stop myself from calling “Savannah, please.”

Sirena’s (Savannah) POV

I walk away from him because I know if I continue to look in his eyes, I will say something that may give me away, just as I am about to step back inside, I hear him shout “Savannah, please.”

I couldn’t control the rage at that point. I turned to face him still with the door held open, I was seething and when my eyes landed on his pleading ones, I utterly lost it.

I screamed at the top of my lungs “I am not Savannah; you f*****g killed her remember. My name is Sirena Costa and if you think I wouldn’t know the face of the man that killed my cousin, you don’t f*****g know the costa’s.” I huffed as I finished.

Enzo didn’t say anything, so I turned around to go inside, as I did, I noticed everyone looking at me in shock, so I took the opportunity to make a statement. I turned back to Enzo and sneered at him “You will remember me and remember what you did, I will insure you, your family, and anyone that helped you pays dearly for taking away a Costa.”

I walk in with my head held high as people move for me to pass them, I go straight to Morgan. He takes my hand and brings it to his lips; he looks to the door I just entered, and I can feel him smirk as his eyes catch Enzo’s. Enzo narrows his eyes at Morgan, when his eyes flick to mine I can’t stop the smirk on my lips. I have just publicly declared war with the Marino’s, and anyone helping them, and I can promise a war is what they will f*****g get.

Morgan gets my attention asking, “Do you want to go home?” I give him a small smile.

“I think that’s a good idea, this place suddenly has a rather foul smell.” I look over at Enzo whose date is whining at him, but his eyes remain narrowed on Morgan. Morgan and I leave knowing what will happen now, people will start picking their sides tonight.

Allies will come to the family they deem stronger; we will have to wait and see which they think that is. For tonight I want to go home get out of this f*****g dress and have a bath.

Morgan must have read my mind on the silent limo ride home, when we get home while I’m taking my dress off, he goes into the bathroom and runs me a bath. When I am naked, I head into the bathroom and kiss Morgan softly before he leaves to change, I settle into the bath and close my eyes.

I open them when I feel a shadow cross my face, Morgan is standing without clothes on waiting for me to make room for him. I scoot forward and he climbs in behind me, pulling my back to his chest when he is comfortable.

I sigh as he start’s washing my body, he pays extra attention to my n*****s as he whispers in my ear “Your aggressive side is a real turn on, especially as I know how submissive you can be in the bedroom.

I blush, “Only with you, I want you to have full control of my body.”

Morgan growls in my ear asking, “Are you being serious.” I nod against his chest not able to say it out loud.

I think I give him full control in the bedroom because it is the only thing, I truly trust him with, it’s not his fault that I can’t give my full trust to anyone. For now, s****l trust is all I can give, and I wouldn’t give it to anyone but Morgan.

I’m so lost in thought that when I feel Morgans finger enter my p***y I almost squeal, Morgan growls in my ear “When you are with me, I want all of you with me including your mind. The only thoughts you should be having are these.”

I pant as he finger f***s me whilst using his thumb to rub my c**t, he sucks on my earlobe before growling “What thoughts are you to have?” I can only pant in response. Morgan bites down hard on my lobe and growls at the same time.

I try to answer through pants “You… In-inside… M-me….” Morgan growls again saying in a deep husky voice “That’s my good girl.” I scream as a surprise and extremely intense orgasm rips through my body temporarily blinding me.

I really was a fool for ever choosing Enzo over Morgan, it took my near death to realize it, but I do now. I think I was closer to Enzo because he had been around since I was born, I didn’t meet Morgan properly until I started high school with Dante.

Thinking of him still makes me a little sad, don’t get me wrong I hate him and will never forgive him for what he did. Not even in death will he get my forgiveness, but it makes me sad remembering the little boy I was friends with.

That is the person I honestly thought I would grow up with, I never thought he would turn into the monster he did. The monster that had a hand in the death of my unborn child, I’m so lost in thought I don’t notice the lone tear that leaves my eye until it drops in the water. Morgan wraps his arms around me tighter after washing me again, he rests his head on my shoulder and looks at me.

I felt him sigh before asking “Talk to me, mo chroi. (My heart)” I sigh and shake my head gently just needing the silence for a little longer. I need to try and stop this because Morgan will start to think this is about us, or worse Enzo but it’s not it is and always will be about the baby I never got to hold.

When we get into bed after silently getting dry and changed. I snuggle into Morgans chest and let out a deep breath “I’m sorry, I. I was thinking about the baby again, I can’t help myself sometimes I try but I just can’t.”

I sniffle as Morgan pulls me into his body tighter before saying “You know you can talk to me about it whenever you need, I’m here for you Savannah.” Morgan whispers my true name as another tear leaves my eye, I cling to him as I fall to sleep.