As we pulled into the house I immediately wanted to turn around and go home. The smell of booze was everywhere and the music was booming. The smell of sweaty teenagers and closeness feeling made me claustrophobic. My anxiety arose as I smelt the alcohol. The memories of Mike fled my mind when he came to my room smelling of whiskey. I regret ever stepping into this house party. I just wanted to go home and rest in my father's comforting arms. I don't mean to be a baby but I don't think I will ever be able to have alcohol. "Are you ok?" Bruno whispered as he grabbed my hand. I felt like all my anxiety took my ability of speech. My senses were all alerted and I found myself pulling Bruno closer to me for a sense of comfort. "don't leave me." was the only thing I was able to whisper. "we nev

