After Lexi left it was about dinner time, the boys were all talking to dad about school and business. I can't help but think this is all so weird. I feel like I am living another person's life. This is all too good to be true... in any second, minute, hour, day, this is all going to be taken away from me. I just know it.... because nothing good in my life ever stays... I have the scars to prove it... "so, sweetheart I have so news for you." I looked from my half untouched food and looked at dad with a forced smile. "there will be a ball for you in two weeks." My smile dropped and I gave them all a disgusted look. Are they serious? Lile seriously a bloody ball? How posh are these bloody wankers are. "um why?" was the only thing I managed to say without saying something too rude. Bruno s

