Love and Disdain

Chapter 4.2

Cracks in the Game (Part 2)

Mariah woke up the next morning with a strange ache in her chest. It wasn’t heartbreak. It wasn’t dread. It was confusion—the kind she didn’t usually allow herself to feel. She always had a plan, a sharp comeback, a reason for every move. But after last night with Sebastian, everything felt different.

She paced her room, replaying his words. You drive me crazy, but you also make me think. Laugh. Want to be better.

Was he playing her? Or had something genuinely changed?

She needed space.

Grabbing her phone, she texted Olivia: Need to escape. Spa weekend?

Within an hour, they were driving up the coast, Mariah’s sunglasses hiding the storm behind her eyes.

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The resort was tranquil—secluded bungalows, infinity pools, and not a single paparazzo in sight. Olivia watched Mariah with concern as they lounged by the pool.

"You’ve been quiet since we got here. Spill."

Mariah exhaled. "I think I might like him."

Olivia nearly dropped her drink. "Sebastian Grey? The man you once called a polished narcissist in overpriced cologne?"

"Yes. That one."

Olivia stared. "Wow."

"Not helping."

"Sorry, I’m just processing. What changed?"

Mariah leaned back. "He’s been... unexpected. Smart. Funny. Kind. Even when I’ve been trying to push him away."

"And he knows you’re trying to?"

Mariah nodded. "That’s the worst part. He knows. And he still stays."

"Sounds like he might actually care."

Mariah turned to look at the horizon. "I don’t know what to do with that."

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When she returned home, her apartment felt smaller, quieter. She hadn’t spoken to Sebastian in three days. No texts. No calls.

She opened her messages and hovered over his name.

Then, the doorbell rang.

Standing on her doorstep was Sebastian, holding two coffees and looking tired but determined.

"You disappeared."

Mariah stepped aside, letting him in. "I needed space."

He handed her a coffee. "Did you find what you were looking for?"

She studied him. "I’m not sure. But I think I’m done pretending."

His eyebrows lifted. "Pretending what?"

"That I don’t care. That this doesn’t scare me. That you don’t matter."

Sebastian’s expression softened. "So what now?"

Mariah set the coffee down and crossed her arms. "Now we figure out if this is real. And if it is, what the hell we’re going to do about it."

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Over the next month, everything changed. Their fake engagement became something warmer, messier, more real. They started spending time together without cameras—cooking dinner, watching old movies, arguing about music, and laughing over dumb inside jokes.

Mariah noticed the little things: how he always remembered her coffee order, how he instinctively moved to the street side when they walked, how he looked at her when he thought she wasn’t watching.

It scared her.

She had fallen in love before—intensely, recklessly. But she had never stayed long enough to feel the comfort, the fear of loss, the terrifying thought of forever.

One night, curled up on his couch with a blanket and a glass of wine, she looked at him and asked, "Are you still in this because of the merger?"

Sebastian looked offended. "Do you really think I’d waste this much time just for a deal?"

She looked down. "I don’t know. I’ve never been good at this."

He reached over and took her hand. "Neither have I. But I want to try. With you."

Her chest ached again—but this time, it was something close to joy.

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A week later, Sebastian surprised her with a private dinner on the same rooftop where they’d had that first awkward publicity date.

Candles flickered, and the city lights shimmered below.

"You remember this place?" he asked.

"How could I forget? That was when I realized you weren’t going to be easy to get rid of."

He grinned. "And now?"

She smiled. "Now I’m not sure I want to."

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small velvet box.

Mariah’s heart stopped.

"Before you panic, I’m not proposing again. Not yet. But I wanted to give you this."

Inside was a delicate gold necklace with a charm shaped like a chess piece—a queen.

"You’ve always been the queen in this game, Mariah. And I’ve always known you were the one in control. But I’m not afraid of being outplayed. Not by you."

She stared at the necklace, then at him.

And for the first time, she truly saw him—not as the enemy, not as the obstacle—but as the man who had stood beside her, challenged her, matched her.

She leaned forward and kissed him, soft and sure.

When she pulled back, she whispered, "Checkmate."