Emma's Side
"Congratulations, Mr. & Mrs. Stephen for your great success in Rosewood Hotel launch,sorry I just forget wishing you a very Happy Anniversary I hope for your happy n healthy married life" greeting by our business friend. Actually we hosted a party to celebrate our business victory with our 1st wedding anniversary.
Today, is my first wedding anniversary our families, friends, relatives and almost every big public personalities of different fields are here. I'm standing here with Daniel my husband, as everyone come to greet us for our happy life, and say you grow happiness & love to follow longer way on the road of love and stay together in every evens or odds of life.
But the question is how, is it really possible for us ?
People greeting us for love as long as your life, says to find long love life in this journey but what if I say we haven't even started. We still don't know about each other even our common daily necessities, till today we haven't spend even a minute together, Is all this are still possible for us..??
Leave it!!
You may say Yes. I'm also agree with you, May be someday it'll be possible.
It may possible if you started giving time, trying to approach your partner use efforts but all these will work when he talk to you, at least treat you as human, or try to understand your efforts.
But what if he love someone else since last 6 years and marries you for his own sake.
Yes, Daniel did same with me. I really never imagined this but now slowly I'm habitual of it.
I don't want get married never but it happened to me. I always hate things like Love, Relationship & Marriage, however I got married to Daniel, so I decided to at least give it a try. It ends up with my rejection.
And I day came when I stopped giving my efforts for establishing our relation. I just leaved it. From that day to now I never expected anything from him.
If I think to get out of this knot I really can't, sometimes we've to face situations we didn't expected ever.
Putting smile on face & standing together in front of society, is this the truth of our married life..?? Everything thing is fake, it all get overs as this evening passed by.
Sometimes, I thinks why I'm doing so, why I can't leave it all..?? Just run away from here. But I really can't. I was not like that before, our marriage I just do whatever I want, sometime I miss my old version who don't care about others.
I'm trying my best to go back to myself as soon as I can & just hope this all will over one day after that I'll free again.
I was right Love, Relationship & Marriage are just gambling which played using brain & sometime luck. Now, I started hating all these even more than before.
We are married, husband & wife for world but not inside the closed doors at last He Is Not Mine.