18 As I wait for Sara to arrive, I step out into the hallway and make another phone call. “Bert, buddy. I’m going to be in your debt forever,” I say instead of hello. “What’s up, dude?” Bert says. I hear worry in his voice. “You sound strange.” I don’t blame Bert for thinking I don’t sound like myself, since I don’t feel like myself either. “It’s my mom,” I say, trying to normalize my voice. “It’s Lucy. She’s in the hospital.” “Oh my God, Darren. What happened?” “It’s not a conversation for over the phone,” I say. “We’re at the Staten Island University Hospital.” “Okay. My cab just got out of traffic on Belt Parkway. We’re still driving through Brooklyn. I can have him go to Staten Island.” “Do it. Thanks, man.” “See you soon,” my friend says and hangs up. I’ve never needed my f

