I AM HUGGING my knees and begging to wake up in this nightmare.
He could have made up what he said. Ilang beses ko na pinagsabihan ang sarili ko na baka gawa-gawa niya lang ang bagay na 'yon.
But a part of me is believing on what he said. It was something coming from the inside that I cannot explain. Another thing, it also justifies his actions and my memories.
The way he stares at me, care for me, and act like he adores me—lahat ng iyon ay naramdaman ko but he is also pushing me away because of that. He is having a hard time. Magulo ang kilos at sinasabi niya dahil hindi niya alam ang susundin.
Gusto kong magmukmok na lang sa loob ng kwarto, but the situation cannot let me do so because I need to see my mother.
Hindi pwedeng maputol ang usapan namin ni Sebastian.
"Do you need any
