Day Forty When Mum wakes up, she comes into my room. I look up, still jangled from being so deep in the writing. “Is it okay?” she says. “Can I come in? You can read to me more.” “Of course,” I say. And I catch her up on the plot as I settle her into a comfy chair and then begin to read: “Oh God,” a voice behind Eliza said. When she turned, there was me, a scruffy-looking derelict. “That is Boyt,” I remind Mum. “Yes,” Mum says. “I’m following.” Eliza saw my limp and felt a twinge of pity for me. I was pasty and bearded in the most unkempt way. She might have been afraid except that I looked as if I might begin to cry. “Cristiana,” I said. “No. I am not Cristiana. I’m Eliza Goss.” “Cristiana,” I repeated. They were just the same. “Twins,” Eliza said. “My dead sister and I.” Mum

