Izabellas mate

chapter 5

Wendys view ………

I’m still just in bed and have been crying for 2 day’s straight i dont even think I have any more tears but I can’t bring myself from getting up from the bed.

When me and my mother got the news that my dad had died in a car accident it did feel like my whole world got ripped away from me.

Mom have been sleeping with me and we both have been crying ourselves to sleep both nights mom gets up in the morning and walks around the house but I just want to be in bed sleeping I dont care anymore about anything

I did have a strange dream when I was last night dont know why but it felt so real I was out on a big field and there was wolfs running around and it looked like they where playing they where extremely big wolfs but I was not afraid I dont know why but it felt safe when I was there all of a sudden I heard a powerful howl from my right and when I looked over there I saw a wolf that was much larger than all the other he was white and some black marks on his back there was a smaller black wolf walking beside him and all othere wolfs on the field bowed their heads when they walked up to me the big with wolf started to rub his head against me and liked me in the face I did laugh and started to hug the wolf.

The smaller black wolf also came up to me and sniffed me and liked my face they laid down on the grass and i sat down beside them i used the big wolf as a backrest and where sitting there i did feel him move abit so I turnd to se what got his attention and a smaller white wolf with a black line across the back came up and lowered it’s head almost as it was asking if it was allowed to come up to us.

The big wolf nodded and she came to me and laid down next to me she put her head in my lap and I dont know why but I did feel a strong connection with her I started to pet her and stroke her soft fur.. she started to do a purring sound the others stod up and left us and we where sitting there and enjoying each others company.

I’m trying to figure out why I feel like I know the wolf that is here with me it us almost like we are the same like we are one I dont know how to explain it it’s a strange feeling.

All of a sudden she gets up and I can hear my mothers voice she is trying to wake me up the wolf rubs it head on me again and starts to walk away and when I open my eyes I’m on my bed again and the feeling of losing my father hits me again.

Thats what happened and when im thinking back on the dream it feels like they where trying to tell me something I look at the klock and can see that it is 1300 my mother is on a meeting she got a new job offer yesterday and they wanted to talk to her today.

I dont know how se had the strength to go to that today but I guess she had to. I put the picture of my father on my nightstand and get up and walk in to the bathroom I need a shower when I’m washing my hair I’ll get flashes of the wolf infront of my eyes and I’m thinking that I might go crazy im dreaming about wolfs and now I see flashed of them infront of me while im in the shower it they where in a normal size I might not think so much about it but the big one in my dream was like a grizzly bear in size and the other ones where much bigger than me to.

When im done in the shower and get some clothes on me I walk down to get something to eat i look around in the fridge and cant find anything that I want so I’ll grab my phone and send a text to mom

”When are you done with the meeting im hungry and can’t find anything to eat"

”There is plenty of food honey but you are to lazy to make any"

”But im almost done here and we can get something to eat when I get home"

After mom got home and we made some food we talked abit about everything and that I need to get back to school again I dont want to but I know that I have to make myself go so I told her that I will go back tomorrow.

I walked back to my room and sat down at my desk picked up a pencil and started to sketch on the paper I wasn’t thinking when I started and I dont really know how long time i sat there but when I was finally done it was dark outside and when I looked down on my work I saw the wolfs I have been dreaming of the big white one and the two smaller ones beside him I looked at it for a while and then I did hang it up on the wall I did like that drawing so I’m going to save it.

I’m walking out to my mother and telling her that im geting ready for bed she is doing the same and we have to go up early to get ready for school and work.

When im in my bathroom and geting ready im hoping that I will dream about the wolfs again I don’t know why but I felt relaxed and everything felt like it was going to be ok when I was around them.

I went do bed and started to twist and turn around before I finaly relaxed and fell in to sleep everything around me was dark and it did feel like I was floating i did look around but did not see anything I closed my eyes and did think that I was in a nightmare because something did feel wrong when I heard a female voice

”come to me my child"

I opend my eyes and saw a big full moon i turned my head and did see that I was on my back in a big field I sat up and looked for whoever called for me when I heard from behind me

”I’m behind you"

I got up on my feet and turned around and did see a beautiful woman in a white flowing dress she was sitting in the grass and a wolf was beside with its head laying in her lap her hands where slowly petting the wolf on the head thats when I saw that it was the wolf from.my other dream with the black line over its back.

”Who are you" i asked while I was slowly approaching them

She smiled at me and said

”my name is Selene but my children usaly call me mother or moon goddess”

”Moon goddess why? How? I dont even know what to say" I told her and was looking down at the ground and tears started running down

”I know you have alot of questions Wendy and I am not allowed to answer all of them but I will try"

”not allowed to answer?” I asked

”Yes I may be a god but we have rules to and my main purpose is to watch over my children im not allowed to give to much information or my siblings might be angry at me again"

The wolf did stand up and walked over to me and nudged me and I heard a voice in my head

”Dont worry it everything will be ok thats why we came to you last night to make you feel better"

”Did you just talk to me" I said and looked at the wolf

”Yes I was not allowed to talk to you yesterday I realy wanted to but I had to wait until today" she said and rubbed her head against me

I looked at Selene and she was standing up now she did hold out her hand and said.

”come I want to show you something"

I tok her hand and we walked over to something that looked like a stone table there was almost like a bowl carved out in the table top and it was filled with water

”What is this” I asked

Selene smiled at me and said

”You can say its like a memory well I can show you memories in here so you can understand what have happened”

”I know that you are hurting because of your father and what you think have happened to him"

”What i think have happened?”

”You picked that up fast my child i will explain everything but we need to take a trip back in time with the memories first and it will take some time so be patient”

I said ”ok how does it work”

”you only need to watch and I will explain what is happening”

I nodded and watched down in the wather she touched the surface and I was pulled in to a battlefield I saw Selene and she said this was the end of the great war between werewolves and vampires this is when the king of werewolves kill the king of vampires and ends the war.

The remaining vampires do submit to the king and thats when I did see the wolf

We got teleported to a castle and saw the same wolf be enraged and killing his own men she said I’m always giving every wolf a gift that most of them accept and treasure that is a mate.

A soulmate that compliment eachother in ways no other can do but his mate was pregnant with his pup and was murdered by a dark witch when that happend he lost control of shadow and he started to go on a rampage and killing everyone he saw untill he passed out of fattige he was killing innocent humans and werewolves for 5 days straight before he collapsed and when that happen.

We can se the man bound by chains screaming and there is smoke coming from the chains that is silver chains the one of the few things that are dangerous for wolfs the witch is removing the wolf spirit from the human body and I can see Selene standing behind and

say im here to retrieve the spirit but im also blessing his body with a promise that one of his descendants will return as a wolf and be king again when he is needed.

That’s why he stops screaming and starts to smile shadow is talking to him and explaining that I am close and that everything is going to be ok again not under his lifetime but in the future it will happen.

All of a sudden I blurs up.and we are in a school and I can see my dad but he is young

Your father is the direct line from the old king and for him to become a wolf again he needs to find his mate and she needs to turn him into a werewolve again I did pair him with Izabella she points at a girl down the hall she is looking at my father and you can see that she cares for him

But I made a small miscalculation you see a warewolve finds their mate by the scent and when they touch each others it feels like this she takes my hand and I can feel it buzzing up my arm and I almost jump at it she laughs and say sorry next time you feel it is from your mate and she smiles

I blushed and looked at my father he looks so different from what I have seen but he has always had his injuries as loong as I have lived

She continues i did make you father feel the pull from the mate bond and he did get Izabella’s scent but it scared him away she shows me when Izabella is looking for my father and she comes out from the principal office in tears

He did quit school and ran of and it took Izabella 8 years to find him again but at that time your father was married to your mother and she was pregnant with you.

I can see Izabella watching from a distance when my mother is kissing my father and that Izabella’s eyes turn black

Izabella gets jealous but she don’t interfere with the life your father has built for him but she’s always watching or have other people watching for her she was waiting for your mother to show any indication of being unfaithful but that did not happen

Now we are up to recent events and this is going to be harder for you to see but you need to see it.

We get transported to a office and I can see Izabella she is older but she is watching something on her desk and are crying the door is suddenly slammed open and a man comes in when she stands up I can see a picture in her hand it is on me and my father we watch this conversation and im beginning to understand what pain izabella have been in and that she can’t live without my father.

All of a sudden we are standing at the edge of a road and I realize that this is where my father crashed I can see a car coming down the road and a deer jumps out and my father loosing control and crashed in to a tree and continued of a bit a black car stops and a man steps out and walks to my fathers car and pulls him out gives him a shot of some sort and he falls asleep he puts another man in the car that is already dead and carried my farther to his car

Your father is alive but he can’t contact you becaus of what has happened and we are standing is a hospital room my father is laying on the bed and he looks at a sleeping izabella and he is touching her she smiles and wakes up

This is going to be hard wendy your father is going to say something that you won’t like

Thats when I heard him say that he wanted to take his on life but he did hold it of because of me I started to cry and she did hold me and say

”the pain your father has been living with would have made him take his own life loong ago you shuld be proud of him for being able to stay with you and thanks to that you will be able to meet again sooner that you think”

”What do you mean by that”

”he is a werewolve now and he will be the king of werewolves soon and that makes you a princess wendy”

”But im not a werewolve ” I heard a grunt behind me and the wolf stod up again

”I did introduce you to the wolfs yesterday so they would know you you did see shadow that is your father’s wolf and the black wolf was Misty that is Izabella’s wolf and behind you is Roxy that is your wolf wendy"

”but how?”

”I did bring you here today to make sure that your pain goes away and too bind your and your wolfs soul together as they where supposed to be from the start"

”Normaly you wouldn’t be able to communicate with your wolf untill you are sixteen years old but due to everything im going to let that slide this time you won’t be able to shift to wolf form untill you are at the age of sixteen but you can talk to each other”

She makes a circle in the ground and say you two need to stand in here and face eachother

”ok"

I hear Roxy in my head

”are you ready to become a werewolve ”

”I hope so” I said with a smile

”Roxy you need to help her alot thats why you are going to be able to talk to her from the start"

”Yes mother i Will do anything for her"

”And Wendy when you are a werewolve your strength and all your senses will get amplified just so you know”

”ok im ready Selene ”

She smiles at me and starts chanting something and I get some tingling feelings all over my body im looking in to Roxy's eyes and I can see that her brown eyes starts to change color they are getting lighter untill they are white and then the are geting blue thats when I realize that she is geting my eye color I have blue eyes when Selene is done I can see that Roxy has my eyes and I look at Selene and smile and say

”She got my eyes now"

”Yes she does but they can change color depending on how you or Roxy are feeling”

”What do you mean"

”if you get angry your eyes will turn black look at Roxy now and I will show you”

I look at her and I can she the change and I remember Izabella when she saw my mother kiss my father

”They will be black when im jealous to right"

”Yes you did see Izabella’s eyes didn’t you”

I nodded

”I can tell you that Misty almost broke free from Izabella’s hold on her when she saw that kiss and then she would have killed your mother”

”what happens now"

”You will return to your life for the time being and don’t tell anyone not even your mother about this she is not ready yet but she will know the truth soon to as soon as I feel that she is ready for it”

”ok ”

”And im going to give you and Roxy a gift that will be useful”

She puts her hand over my heart and I can fel warmth flowing through and in to me

”there now you can link to any werewolve that you can see and talk with your mind that is usaly only possible with in packs and you can also talk to their wolfs with out the human knowing about it”

”ok how is that any good"

”your mother is going to be granted a destined mate due to what has happened to you two and when she brings him home you need to connect to him and tell him that he needs to speak with Alpha Leo of Blood moon pack and his Beta to know about you he will know that you are a werewolve du to your scent”

”but what if he wont do as I say"

”you have royal blood in you. When you giva a command even an Alpha will submit to you even if it hurts their pride" Selene say with a light giggle

”ok I will do as you say and hope I won’t screw anything up"

”Roxy will always be with you and soon you will be with your father again I know that you have always been daddy’s girl"

I blush when she say that but I can’t deny that and he has alway been there for me even if I did see how much it did hurt him

”Now wendy it is time for you to sleep again and when you wake up Roxy will still be in your mind but you won’t be able to see her untill you are 16 and stand infront of a mirror”

I smile and it feels like I have new energy in me and I’m hopeful that everything will work out

Selene starts to sing a lullaby and she sits down on the ground Roxy lays down next to her and she motion’s me to lay down with my head in her lap and I do that she runs he fingers over my face while she is singing and I feel totally relaxed almost like all my problems just disappeared and I fall asleep