The only way I knew how to deal with the situation seemed to be to turn all of my emotions off. I felt numb on both the inside and out and although I was terrified and scared it didn't consume me like it normal would have and turn me into a crying mess. I didn't allow anything that I was feeling to show on my face or reflect in my eyes as I stared at Logan's empty office chair. I could feel Logan's bare skin against my own as his large hand rubbed up and down the top of my arms in an attempt to comfort me but I didn't feel the usual tingles that would erupt at the lightest touch between us. The butterflies that I normal felt flutter up a storm within my stomach didn't appear and my heart beat normally. "Sam, get Esme's mum!" Logan ordered Samuel who stood in the doorway not knowing what

