Regret(BxB)

The Curse and Regrets!!

Denial's Pov

I was saved by Zody when that Alpha wolf was about to kill me.

But my question is why I didn't change ?? I'm an Alpha, The strongest one but when I needed my wolf to come out, He broke all the connection with me.

Shit!!

Currently I'm seated in our pack's study hall along with my parents and Harry's parents along with Neon and Zody.

They all was wondering where my mate is? I don't know what should I say.

"What happened to you denial?? You have scars all over on your body and why aren't healing??"

My dad spoke first.

"Yes and where's harry??"

My mom asked about that slut.

"Ah mom, dad,...I...I'm sorry but....we were attacked by an Anonymous pack in Mosawa Island..

They kidnapped my mate so I searched for him for the entire week but I couldn't find him by myself so I asked Zody, Nik and Jon to come over there and help me to find him.

But when we found him, They attached on us again but surprisingly I was unable to transform into my wolf. I don't know why so my friends help me but they were larger in numbers. Unfortunately we have to run, Zody helped me and bring me here before that Alpha can get me"

I faked the story to convince them.

"But where's my son??"

Harry's mom asked, concerned about her son.

"We couldn't save him, They took hum with them"

I said and started crying to show them that I'm also hurt.

But I don't think my dad is taking all this, He's straightly looking into my eyes. I averted my eyes from him and I think he suspect something. I need to be very careful.

"Where's Nik and Jon?"

My dad asked in a bold tone.

"Ahh, Dad...Jon is in hospital and I don't know about Nik. When we left that resort, He was laying there injured. I think they took him with them"

I said and down my head in serious guilt for my friend. I left him there alone to die. s**t. I'm sorry Nik.

"We have to inform elders. Only they can help us now to get your Luna and nik back"

My dad said.

"Alpha, I think we should search for him there on mosawa Island, I have some contacts there"

Harry's dad said and fear rolled over to my body. What if they found out everything.

No, I can't let this happen.

"Can you mind link with your mate??" My dad asked.

"huh??"

I said dumbfounded.

"Try to contact your mate through mind link"

He said again and this time I don't know what should I say.

"I tried it many times dad but he's out of reach." I said massaged my head to show them how tensed I'm.

"Oh son, Don't worry. Your we all are with you, We will find your Mate and Nik with the help of Elders okay??"

My mom soothe me.

"Have some rest denial and when you feel better, come to my office, I have found everything about your mate's wolf and his powers"

My dad said and I raised my brows.

"Huh?? Powers???"

I asked in disbelief.

"Yes, Powers. He have mysterious powers within himself and if he wants to destroy any pack he can do that in blink of an eye."

My eyes widened. He can do that??? But when I last saw him, He was crying and being raped by laying on floor vulnerablly.

I think my dad have false information but let him have his time.

I went upstairs to my room and mind linked Zody to go to hospital and inform everything to Jon, If my dad or anyone wants to meet him or ask anything.

Suddenly I'm feeling like my energy is leaving my body. I don't know why. I took a quick bath wash all the blood but when I saw my d**k, I was shocked to see it. It was my mate's blood. He will never forget what I did to him. I smiled in satisfaction but felt a pain in my chest.

I ignored all the pain and went to sleep.

Suddenly I was in all dark.

Everything was dark but then a flash light came and everything turned into pure white.

Where I'm right now??

Suddenly I saw Two pups, Looking in my direction. They seems familiar but I couldn't recognize them.

When I tried to walk close to them, My feet didn't move at all. What's going on???

I look them carefully, That boy...That boy exactly looks like me ??? Huh??? but how??? I was super confused.

Then I turned to second pup, She was beyond cuteness, Very adorable but his facial expression was familiar. She looks like a mini version of that slut harry.

I don't know what's happening to me who they are.

Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice.

"Come to mama"

That voice!!! I heard this somewhere.

"Are you hurt baby?? Come to mama"

I heard that voice again but I saw nothing, No one was there but me and these two pups who was crying silently.

Suddenly that boy pup ran and hugged a men. Then my vision got cleared and I saw him. It's harry.

Why he's calling himself mama??

"Come here baby, I will protect, Mama will protect you"

Harry said again.

"No mama, I can't come" The female pup said and then I saw blood coming from her nostrils.

Shit!!

"Babbbbyyyy...What happened to you come here"

Harry cried out loudly but He wasn't moving at all. I think same as me.

"I wanted to see the world mama but daddy kicked me"

I was shocked and sacred when I heard 'Daddy word' from her tiny mouth.

"Good bye mama, I love you"

She said her eyes turned pure white and her body fall on ground.

"Noooooooo baby" Harry cried his heart.

"Somebody please help my baby please"

He begged.

I was also crying, That pup is something for me. My heart broke in pieces when she fall on ground and blood was coming through the corner of her mouth.

Suddenly everything turned black again when I heard a lady's voice.

"Denial"

I turned and a flas light came and a extremely beautiful lady appeared in pure white dress with shine. She was so pure.

"Who...who are you and how do you know my name"

I asked.

"I paired you with him because he was the only one who can love you unintentionally. He was the only one in this entire universe who can make you happy and satisfied"

She said and facial expressions changed into sad one.

"I was wrong to pair that pure soul with a monster like you who killed his own child"

She said and my heart pains.

"Killed??? My child???"

I asked while my heartbeat was on super fast mode.

"Yes, Your mate has special abilities. He can give birth and he was pregnant with your twin pups when you raped him with your friends"

My heart dropped. Tears started coming down to my face. He was pregnant.. Shit.. What I have done.

Shit!!!

I fell on my knees and cried.

"It's wasteful now. You have lost your one pup and hurted your mate in a way that no one can even imagine"

The lady said and her eyes turned into red one.

I, The goddess of moon, Curse you the Alpha of Blue moon pack. You will never live happily. You will never be able to be loved. You will live mateless. I curse you to feel the same pain which you have caused to my poor son harry. I created him just for you. I created him to love you and give you a complete family and a powerful mate but you ruined him. Killed his pup. I cursed you denial, You will never be able have him.

She said and I saw her tears. My body froze by her words.

What I have done.

I'm really a monster. He was willing to give me a chance to have love. He only wanted to be loved but I destroyed his life. Beat him to cause blood and bruises. I raped him. I let my friends raped him. s**t s**t s**t.

I don't want to live anymore.

My kid, That pup was mine but... but I killed her before she could see this world by herself.

I deserve this, I deserve all the pai for everything I have done to my poor mate and kids.

Regret is what currently I have.

That lady disappeared and my eyes flat opened.

I cried out loudly and slapped my self without any break.

I'm so stupid , I was in my own ego to not see his love and begging eyes. I was so proud when I made him weak and rapped him.

agggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm sorry Harry. I'm sorry. I failed as a mate. I failed as a father. I failed as an Alpha.

I cried out and howled in pain when I couldn't handle all the pain.

I need to see my mate. I want to apologize for what I have caused to him. I will begg him to forgive me.

I deserve this. I'm a murderer who killd his own daughter.

Aggghhhhh!!

Pain, A lot of pain!!

I was in deep pain when I knocked out and fall on ground.