Chapter 21
John's POV
I laid in my bed, staring up at the ceiling, unable to take the image of s*x I had with Victoria off my head.
It was really ridiculous, how I made up my mind that I was having s*x with Victoria just to quench the desire in me. Victoria wasn't perfect but I enjoyed her.
I knew Esther hated me because of how I had acted and treated her, but I promise I did it for a purpose I was never like that. I needed to be feared to get back what I wanted even though Esther never showed an atom of fear.
My thoughts kept circulating back to Esther's sexy figure, her blonde hair and beautiful lips. Esther was all I needed in my life. I shifted uncomfortably, squeezing my eyes shut in frustration.
Everytime I remembered Esther I got turned on.
I felt the heat rising in my
