The dish pit at Eclipse Tower’s ground-floor café wasn’t where anyone dreamed of ending up. I’d made my peace with it anyway.
Steam curled off the sink in slow ribbons, fogging the little window above it. If I stood on my toes, I could see the lobby doors of the tallest building in the city.
By eleven, the breakfast rush had thinned to a trickle, leaving only the last stragglers nursing their coffee before someone upstairs noticed they were late. My hands had gone soft and pruney an hour ago, the way they always did by midshift, and my back had settled into the familiar ache that came from standing too long in one place on a floor that never quite dried.
None of it was new. I’d learned the rhythm of the kitchen the way you learn a song you don’t even like anymore—the clatter of trays, the hiss of the fryer, the specific creak of the walk-in door just before it swung shut.
“Table nine wants their side plates. Now, Mel.”
Priya dropped a stack of greasy plates into the sink with a clatter. She was the only server who bothered using my actual name instead of simply shouting dishwasher.
“Coming.”
My hands moved on their own—scrub, rinse, stack—while my mind wandered somewhere it had no business going. A garden, maybe. A little house with yellow curtains. Someone who actually looked at me when he walked through the door.
Stupid.
Daydreaming was a poor woman’s inheritance, my aunt used to say—free, and worth exactly what you paid for it.
The kitchen door swung open, and the conversation around me died.
I recognized the particular hush that fell over the staff whenever he appeared before I even looked up.
Kane Eclipse didn’t come down to the café. He had people for that—assistants who carried his coffee up thirty floors so he never had to smell the fryer oil. When the door opened and I caught a flash of grey suit through the steam, I assumed it was someone else.
A manager. An inspector.
I was wrong.
He walked in with the easy authority of a man who owned the building—which he did—with two men trailing behind him, talking too quickly for him to be listening to either of them.
He wasn’t looking at them.
He was looking at me.
I froze with a plate half submerged in the water.
“Is there a problem with the invoice?” he asked the man beside him, his eyes still on me.
“No, sir, it’s just—”
“Then handle it.”
His tone left no room for argument.
The two men scattered. Kane crossed the kitchen, passing the grill and Priya, who stood holding a tray as though she’d forgotten what it was for. He stopped at the window above my sink.
Close enough for me to see that his eyes were grey. Close enough for me to smell cedar and something colder beneath it.
He looked less like a man who had walked through a thousand kitchens and more like someone who had never needed to notice what a kitchen looked like from the inside. Only now did he seem to realize that there was a person standing in the middle of it.
“You’re new.”
“Four months.”
“I’d have remembered you.”
He said it flatly, without the easy charm of a practiced line. If anything, he sounded annoyed to have noticed me aloud. For half a second, something else crossed his face—something that seemed to surprise even him.
After four months of keeping my head down, I knew I should look away.
I didn’t.
“Melody,” I said. “Melody Moon.”
His jaw tightened as though the name cost him something.
“Kane.”
“I know who you are. Your name’s on the building.”
He almost smiled.
“Kane,” he repeated, quieter this time, as though he were correcting something bigger than a name.
An assistant reappeared behind him with his phone out, already talking about a call, a meeting, and some problem that needed Kane’s attention.
I watched Kane change before the man had finished. His shoulders went back, and his expression closed. Whatever had been standing at that window disappeared behind the man whose name was on the building.
“Back to work,” he said.
It wasn’t unkind. The impersonal dismissal felt worse than unkindness, like a curtain dropping in front of a light that had just found me.
He turned and walked out, already half-listening to whatever was on fire thirty floors above us. I stood with my hands cooling in the water, feeling as though a spotlight had found me and then, just as deliberately, switched off.
Priya leaned toward me, her eyebrows somewhere near her hairline.
“Okay. What was that?”
“No idea.”
It was mostly a lie.
“He doesn’t come down here. Ever. I’ve worked in this kitchen for three years, and I’ve seen Kane Eclipse in it maybe twice. Both times, it was because something was actually on fire.” She pulled off her serving gloves one finger at a time, still watching me as though I might have an explanation hidden somewhere. “And he definitely doesn’t stand around chatting up the dishwasher.”
“We weren’t chatting.”
“Sure looked like chatting from over here.”
The truth was, I did have an idea. A stupid one, born from too many double shifts and not enough sleep.
For half a second, something had recognized something. Heat had moved beneath my skin, and it had nothing to do with the dishwater.
I went back to the plates because there was nowhere else to put my hands. Table nine’s side plates were still waiting where I’d left them, and I picked up the stack and began scrubbing without really seeing them.
I replayed those two minutes over and over, as though they might come out differently the fifth time.
I’d have remembered you.
Four words a man like that could say to fifty different women in a week and mean none of it. I knew that. I kept telling myself I knew that.
I blamed exhaustion. Twelve-hour shifts were playing tricks on a brain with nowhere better to go than a man who had never even looked at the dish pit before that day.
I almost believed it.
Right up until closing, when I caught myself standing at the fogged window again, watching the lobby doors for a grey suit that never came back down.
I wiped the same stretch of counter three times before I made myself stop looking. Then I hung up my apron and told myself that tomorrow I wouldn’t think about him at all.
I was wrong about that too.