Pose For Me

Waiting

“Let's not repeat what happened Sunday Alright?" A demand more than a suggestion, Justin stands in front of the door with a hand on the doorknob, like a parent taking away their child's phone he goes over everything of what will happen if Im late again and how he does it to prepare me to be a tolerable wife, I comply to everything just to get him to walk out of the door.

"Yes Justin" I silently responded with my head partly lowered eyes locked on his shoes.

A moment of silence falls through and He says nothing more when I felt the wind brush my hair his shoes disappeared from my vision and the door is slammed shut. I give it a few more minutes just in case than I heard the sound of his engine and that's my cue to move from my spot, an eagerness took over me when I found myself pacing around the room to get ready for work. I decided on something more formal with an all-black business suit; skintight trousers outlining my Lucious curves, cringing at the sudden new change of wardrobe my heartbeat seems to have gone off rhythm as it starts pounding at the speed of an athlete when my mind thought of going to work.

My Career has always been my top priority, I choose to dedicate my time to helping others that don't have the way to express themselves the way I used to. My sole purpose is lending them my voice and space where they become free, and they may even be louder especially since we speak of the Lord. But my body seems to have not gotten the hint, the sensation between my legs at the thought of a certain individual just get worse and worse. It's an itchy feeling I can't shake or scratch

What is it about him?

Why is he so mysterious?

"I'm a s*x addict " His words pop into my mind and my knees suddenly go weak as it felt there was a strong sensation in my abdomen that tingles my center, it's tough to breath and stand properly I lean against something fully pressing my back on the cold wall to keep my body from collapsing, my temperature rose tremendously, closing my eyes to try to get my body to move in sync with silence.

Let me just rest my eyes for a little while I catch my breath, but a strong body is suddenly on me my eyes snap open when A familiar smell fills my nostrils turning me to mush at the heavenly scent. There I see myself in my normal dream paradise in white again in the middle of the Lillies everything is as is except for the man that lays above me. His hair lands on my face as he crashed his lips on me assaulting my tongue in a war, I was ready to give up breathing just happily accept my fate in death My body felt so good. So. So Good

Nowhere was untouched, I was a meal to this lion, and he wanted every skin off my bones.

He pulls away from me and I see his torso not a single layer of fat at all he is completely naked as am I, the lower part of him disappeared in between my legs but make no mistake for I felt the very large wet tip right at my center. Before he can enter me, his face disappeared between my legs, I felt him spit in between me and then mauled me with his hot tongue.

The pleasure was immaculate my body got weak when he wrapped his forearms around my thighs and held me at his mercy. Liquid poured out of me but not even that stopped him, he was an animal a monster to human women that were innocent creatures landing naked with this man that's when I heard the background noise once again but this time it was just women begging and moaning. I could not handle more but my body wanted to keep going, tears fell like sharp rain drops, this feeling is immense. my eyes peel open, and I stare at the sky, the clouds formed a Crucifix. An ice-cold feeling went from my chest to my legs my guilt came as crashing wave awakening all my senses. Too late. something sharp pinched my inner thigh, I hadn't noticed all movements were stilled below until I looked down, tears fell from my eyes as they grew to the size of saucers I can feel my heart thunder, the sounds of women disappear all is left are gunshots. The man above me rests on his knees staring at me intensely. I'm frozen in fear. My eyes trail from the fit muscled body, beautiful face to the two long pointy horns resting on his head. Fear swallowed me whole when I looked at his arm extended towards me, large and firm but within the end of his fingertips was a weapon. A gun is pointed right towards me, right in between my eyes. Darkness suddenly swallowed the sky and the flowers around us turned to ashes, something falls from my eyes, but it's not tears. Brushing my fingers across my cheeks I'm met with a crimson liquid; I don't scream neither was I afraid of the situation, no, I am Excited I feel Exhilarating This feeling is new. I look up at him and smile He stares at my lips, as if reading his mouth, I slowly open my jaw sticking out my tongue eager to have the gun in my mouth. The metal was smooth, my spit helped him glide it down to my throat my eyes are locked on his, his smirk encourages me, and all I want is to get nastier for him I pull back, strings of spit linger on the gun, He motions with his head my next step and I don't hesitate. On my knees I turn slowly maintaining eye contact until my p***y comes to his view, The gun glides in slowly the smooth barrel teases my lips as I feel it stretch slowly when he inserts it within seconds his speed increases sending each pleasure down my legs, I arch my back further to get the pleasure I need, a smell hits my nose a very foul smell, looking down my words were stuck in my stomach I'm face to face with a severed head, the eyes were missing, lips busted, his tongue removed but he isn't the only one there is, I am on top of a mountain of dead bodies getting defiled by a gun I look back at the man he opens his mouth to say something but my eyes snap open from the illusion.

My body is ice cold but sweat pours from my skin, Felt like a raisin. What was that? Fear kept me still and I suddenly felt like I was being watched suspiciously looking at my surroundings I couldn't point out to what made that eerie feeling come to be, step by step I gather my thoughts and remembered I have work, but the feeling turned to dread when I remembered he is now my new patient. I can Not see him, What I am doing is illegal and frankly He is a very scary man that clearly has more than what's going on but hides it in this s****l problem. No. I am signing him over to his rightful Aid today and save myself any more torture.

My footsteps are heavy when I finally arrive to my building, my thoughts have wrapped me up completely I hadn't noticed my receptionist even spoke to me. I make my Way to Dr Pakistan's office my mind made up as I strutted to the door but froze when I reached it.

Knock. Just knock. Why can't I knock on the door? why is my heart ready to burst? than I'm reminded of the daydream earlier and my hands swung to the door.

He opens the door Confused "Good morning" he tells me.

I stare down at the Brown Man with pepper hair His glasses still sit on the bridge of his nose even when he looks up at me. His face twists to confusion as he furrows his brows, He hasn't even noticed Hes missing a patient. I swallow my anxiety "I'm sorry, I forgot what I needed to say" Partial to the truth, before he can say anything else I turn and strut upstairs, my first time meeting the man face to face and now he'll look at me like I was raised by morons.

all the papers of my patients were on my desk for today, my fingers shook as I flipped through them but I'm suddenly unhappy when I don't see his name, I should be relieved, but a slight pain hits my chest

Where is he?

My day went smooth as I spoke to each of my patients. I hated how I kept glancing at the clock hoping each of their time was over to bring me closer to see him, my last patient left for the day and the moment I waited for finally came so did my anxiety and jitters. I feel like a schoolgirl seeing the popular boy in school all over again, fixing myself in the mirror I unbuttoned a couple of buttons to show my breasts a little bit, fluffed my afro and added some gloss. An hour goes by and I grow anxious and a bit disappointed Where was He? Dialing my receptionist, she answerers quickly. I calm my nerves as I speak to her but in the end, he wasn't coming.

How dare He.