“Rai?” I asked, looking at him sitting on the bed, holding a tie, looking at me dangerously. “Come here.” He patted the space next to him. “Are you going to a business meeting? Would you like me to choose a tie for you?” I inquired, pretending that nothing had happened, hoping and praying that he didn't see what Damian and I had just done. Suddenly he grabbed and turned me over, pinning me down to the bed forcefully. “Rai, what are you doing?!” I cried in protest. He tied my hands behind my back, pulled up my shirt without warning, and entered me from behind. I cried out from the sudden, painful invasion. Without foreplay, it hurt, especially since he was big. I struggled from underneath him, trying to get away from him, but with my hands tied and my upper body pinned down, it was

