Dylan
It's a beautiful day today even though the is no sun in the sky but grey clouds and a promise of rain. I don't care because I like rain. I think in a way it symbolizes my emotions.
I'm alone in the park mainly because I think a lot of people chose to stay in their respectful homes and keep warm. unlike me who chose to get out and grieve for all the losses I've endured in my life. All the people I loved who were taken away from me and all the ones who weren't for me. Even though the latter doesn't deserve it.
Tears slide down my cheeks even when I don't want to cry, even when I've been crying so much I'm surprised I still have tears left in my eyes. I miss everyone of them differently as they all served a different purpose in my life. This is me trying to stop blaming them for leav
