33 Molly I was trying to act sexy and confident, but I was truly scared half to death. My heart was beating so fast, I thought it might pound right out of my chest. I loved Grant and wanted to take this step with him, but I needed to be completely honest with him first. It wasn’t fair to keep the truth from him. Once we were locked inside his suite, I said, “There’s something I have to tell you.” “Uh oh, that doesn’t sound good. Look, if you want to back out, I understand. I probably wouldn’t be comfortable being intimate with someone like me, either, if I still had two working legs.” His voice sounded so dejected, it nearly broke my heart. Hoping to ease his concerns that this had anything to do with him, I said, “No, it’s not you.” “Oh, the old ‘it’s not you, it’s me’ line. That’s

