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Molly
I managed to make it to work at my new job at the tavern on the outskirts of town every day that I was scheduled. I plastered on a smile and went through the motions of working, but that was about all I could handle.
When I wasn’t at work, I was sleeping or staring off into space and wishing for the oblivion of sleep.
My life felt so empty without Scout and Grant in it. I’d had to ban myself from the computer because I kept doing obsessive internet searches to see if I could find any tidbits of news about them on the entertainment sites.
I’d also bawled for two straight days after looking up a child development website and discovering that Scout was most likely sitting up on his own and possibly even beginning to crawl. I was missing so many of his firsts, and I was just goin
