We were in the car on our way to Blue stone pack. I had fallen asleep half way through and My mind drifted off to the meadow. This time I wasn't alone. Colton And Violet were with me and their little wolves were snuggled up to Lilly. " Why have you been gone for almost a year?" Lilly snuggled closer to her pups and she looked at me. " You gave up Rose. we were finally making progress and the second things got hard you went back to that 17 year old little girl. you didn't even fight. I figured if you didn't want to be here that was fine I made my peace with it but you couldn't ask me to sit and watch it happen. " I didn't want this to happen but my gifts stopped working." " They stopped working because you stopped living. you stopped feeling like you had a purpose. once you decided our

