Chapter 2: When the King Tore the Bond Apart

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The walk back to my borrowed cot is a blur of torchlight and whispers. My palm throbs where Ethan's blood mixed with mine, a dull heat that pulses with every heartbeat. I keep my hand curled into a fist inside my jacket pocket, as if I could trap the warmth there and carry it with me forever. The other wolves part around me as I pass. Not the way they part for Ethan—with deference and fear—but the way you step around something you don't want to touch. I'm used to it. What I'm not used to is the staring. Eyes on my face, on my hand, on the place where Ethan's mark is still fresh on my skin. I keep my chin up and don't give them the satisfaction of looking away. Behind me, the ceremony continues without me. Life goes on. It always does. My cot is in a converted storage shed at the edge of the pack's territory, far enough from the main houses that no one has to see me come and go. The door sticks, as always, and I have to throw my shoulder against it twice before it gives. Inside, the air is cold and still. A single cot with thin blankets. A wooden crate that serves as a table. A lantern I haven't lit in weeks. This is where I live. This is where I've always lived. I sit on the edge of the cot and finally uncurl my fist. The cut on my palm has stopped bleeding. The skin is pink and tight, already starting to seal. I press my thumb to it, wincing, and feel the faintest pulse of heat beneath the surface. Ethan's blood is in me now. Mine is in him. That's what the ritual means, so the stories say. A bond that can't be broken. I don't believe in stories. I believe in survival. I lie down, still in my jacket, and stare at the ceiling. Sleep doesn't come. Dawn arrives grey and heavy, a sky full of clouds that refuse to break. I'm already awake when the knock comes at my door. Three sharp raps. Not a request. A summons. I know who it is before I open it. The scent of old parchment and pine—that's how I remember the Lycan King. He visited the pack twice in my memory, both times from a distance, his figure tall and untouchable at the head of the ceremony. I never thought he'd stand at my door. He's bigger than I remember. Not just tall, but broad-shouldered in a way that makes the doorframe look small. His hair is silver-grey, cropped close to his skull, and his eyes are the same amber as Ethan's—but colder, harder, the amber of old resin rather than living fire. He wears a dark coat with silver buttons, no ceremonial furs. He didn't come here for ceremony. Behind him, two guards stand at attention. Their faces are blank, but I see the way their nostrils flare, scenting me. They're not here to protect the King. They're here to make sure I don't run. "Luna." His voice is low and even, almost kind. That's the worst part. "May I come in?" I step aside because there's no other choice. He ducks through the doorway and stands in the center of my tiny room, taking up half the space. His eyes move over the cot, the crate, the single lantern, cataloguing the poverty of it. He doesn't look surprised. "I'm told my son marked you last night." "Yes." My voice is steadier than I expected. I keep my hands at my sides, palms pressed flat to my thighs to hide the cut. "And you accepted." "He didn't give me much choice." Something flickers across his face. Not anger—I'd know how to deal with anger. It's something more patient, more chilling. "My son is impulsive. He always has been. He sees something he wants and he takes it, without thinking about the consequences. You understand what I'm saying." "I understand that you're telling me it was a mistake." He doesn't deny it. He looks at the cot, the thin blanket, the bare walls. "You have no wolf," he says. "No family, no pack, no claim to any lineage worth naming. I know your history—the orphanage, the foster homes, the pack that took you in out of obligation. You survived. That's a credit to you. But survival is not a bloodline." The words land like individual blows. I feel each one strike and settle, cold and heavy in my chest. But I don't flinch. I've been called worse by people with less power. "You're telling me to leave." "I'm telling you that the bond can be undone," he says. "A temporary mark made by a wolf who hasn't yet taken the throne. It can be broken." "That's not how the stories tell it." "The stories are told by wolves who want you to believe in fairy tales." He takes a step closer, and I have to tilt my chin up to meet his eyes. "I will not allow Ethan to make a mistake that compromises his future. Not for you. Not for anyone." Something sharp and defiant rises in my throat. "What if I don't want it undone?" His expression doesn't change. "Then I will do it myself." The clearing is empty when we arrive. No torch-stands. No crowd. Just the elders, the Lycan King, Ethan, and me. Ethan is standing near the stump where the ceremony was held, his face pale, his hands shoved deep into his pockets. When he sees me, he takes a step forward, but his father raises a hand and he stops. "What are we doing here?" Ethan's voice is tight, barely controlled. "Father, I chose her. The ceremony was witnessed. You can't just—" "I can." The King's voice cuts through his son's protest like a blade. "A mark made by a prince can be undone by a king. I told you this. I warned you." Ethan turns to me, and for a moment I see something raw in his face—regret, fury, both. "I won't let him do this." "You don't have a choice." "We always have a choice." The elder steps forward with the same knife from last night. She looks older now, smaller, as if the daylight has stripped away the power the moonlight gave her. She doesn't meet my eyes. I don't expect her to. The King takes the knife. He holds it in one hand, steady and certain, and looks at me. "Remove your jacket." I don't move. "Do it." My hands are shaking as I shrug off the jacket. The air is cold against my bare arms. I hold my wrist out, palm up, where the mark is still fresh and pink. The King takes my wrist. His grip is like iron, not painful but inescapable. He raises the knife and holds it over my skin, and I feel the cold of the blade even before it touches me. "Father." Ethan's voice is ragged, desperate. "Don't. Please." "You'll thank me later." The King draws the blade across my palm, reopening the cut. The pain is sharp and bright, worse than the first time, and I bite the inside of my cheek to keep from crying out. He presses his thumb to the wound and holds it there, muttering words in the old tongue—different words, harsher, more clipped. Commands, not promises. Heat flares under his thumb. Then a tearing sensation deep in my chest, as if something is being pulled out by the roots. I gasp and try to pull back, but he doesn't let go. And then it's over. The warmth that Ethan's blood left in me is gone. Extinguished. I feel it draining out of my chest, my limbs, my fingers and toes, leaving nothing but cold. My palm is raw and red, the cut still bleeding, but there's no pulse of heat beneath it. No bond. Just a wound that will scar like all the others. The King releases my wrist and steps back. "It's done. The mark is broken. You are free to leave." I stare at my hand. The blood wells up and drips onto the dead leaves at my feet. I feel hollowed out, as if something important was taken from me and I didn't even know I had it until it was gone. Ethan is looking at me. He reaches out. I step back. "Don't," I say. My voice sounds strange, far away. "Don't touch me." "I didn't want this." "It doesn't matter what you wanted." I leave the clearing without looking back. The other wolves are gathered at the edge of the territory, watching me go. Some of them are smirking. Some are just staring, expressions unreadable. I see the girl from last night, the one with the jagged smile and the hope in her eyes. She looks at me with something that might be pity, or relief. It doesn't matter. I walk through the pack's territory, past the houses where families live, past the bakery where I used to work, past the school where I learned to keep my head down. I don't stop. I don't slow down. If I stop, I'll fall apart, and I refuse to give them that satisfaction. The gate is unguarded at this hour. No one expected me to leave this way, on foot, without a plan. I push through the iron bars and step out into the human world. The road stretches ahead of me, empty and grey. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know where I'll sleep tonight. I don't know anything except that I can't go back. I keep walking. The cold seeps through my jacket, through the cut on my palm, through the hollow space where the bond used to be. I press my hand to my chest and keep moving. I don't cry. I won't give them that. But I feel the loss like a limb that's been severed, a phantom ache that won't fade. And in the distance, behind me, I hear a howl—single and sharp, cut short as if someone drove a blade through it. I don't turn around. I just keep walking, one foot in front of the other, into the nothing that's waiting for me.
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