AnthonyI had no idea where I was going, all I knew was that I just had to leave. The only thing I felt was numb. Shawn said that he loved me but did he really? I would never do that to him... never... He knew how I felt about him changing positions in his job but he went ahead and did it anyway! I just wanted it all to go away. This is what I got for falling in love. It only confirmed my suspicions about relationships... Once you gave your heart to someone it was only a matter of time before they broke it.
Wandering aimlessly I passed a liquor store. I could never be a hard drinker because I couldn’t stand the taste of most of it but now was not the time to think about that.
I bought something that looked strong and went off to find somewhere to get very drunk! I found a quiet park and p
