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Kate POV
"It was still very strange waking up in the morning and not seeing a good morning text from Josh, as strange as it may seem I kind of gotten used to those texts and his sweet words that made everything feel so much easy
"Yes that was the word "Easy", Josh made everything feel that way, but I had to face my ugly reality, we were broken up and there is no coming back from that
"I was in a relationship with him for all the wrong reasons, hoping that I would one day love him like he loves me, but deep down I knew that possibility was too far fetched
"I used him, and I would continually hate myself for that
I broke out of my miserable thought, looking around my foggy darkroom which I hadn't left since Josh and I broke up
"The air in here felt suffocating with m
