(Still editing) Kate's POV. I messed up big time and I knew it, Josh hasn't called me since the incident and I am here crying myself to sleep every night, "I told Emma who was calling to check up on me "Oh Babe I'm sorry about that, this situation is really f****d up, Josh should have called you by now , he can't stay mad at you forever," Emma said lowly as I could hear sympathy in her voice 'Letting out a heavy breath, I didn't know what to feel anymore at this point , as I felt so confused with different emotions running through me ,I felt extremely sad that Josh was still mad at me about the whole Zane situation , but deep down do I really still want him to call me Because the voices inside my head kept on screaming to me that this was my way out . "Ugh.... I hate feelings so

