Kate's POV... I woke up feeling more downcast than usual, as I didn't get much sleep last night , constantly replaying Zane's words in my head over and over again allowing his hateful words to consume me whole, knowing it that I deserved all the hate he gave "I felt angry with myself because I was totally confused and me feeling all these conflicting emotions wasn't helping at all I am with Josh and I hated I had to remind myself of that single fact every waking moment " You know Josh is an amazing boyfriend and he had always kept to his words of treating me like a queen . He is perfect In every way possible and our relationship meant alot to me, knowing full well that I couldn't go back to my old story with Zane Besides he is clearly over me now and I had lost any chances of bein

