The next couple of days I get through my work, a decent amount too but I can't help but let my mind wander back to Dan and the weird experience I had encountered within recent days. Life seemed duller since he had gone on his work trip and the only thing I can distract myself is to bury myself in my work which I do.
Wednesday morning seemed to be even duller than previous days before probably because its hump day too and my deadlines seemed to be looming closer all of a sudden. The weather portrayed my mood with grey clouds rolling over the town creating a carpet of gloom in the sky. I make my way to the kitchen to make myself a cup of tea to wake myself up for the day and grab a breakfast bar. Abi is making toast while I sip my tea, we discuss our work any updates about our lives however not much has happened so the conversation was short before we both return to our work in our separate rooms. The day passes quickly with my head buried within my papers as I curl up on my desk in leggings and an oversized jumper, my hair in a messy bun and no makeup. I was defiantly not looking my best.
Evening rolls around and I make myself some pesto pasta with some veg to keep myself energised, when I finish I wash up and flop back on to my bed with my head frazzled from the longs days work. Moments later my phone goes off with a text, I reach over to see I have received a text from dan, I let out a sigh as a warm fuzzy feelings rises through me.
Dan: Hi Princess, missing you lots. better be being a good girl waiting for me. X
EEEEEEKKKKKK I squeal, it's nice to know that someone misses you especially after a long rubbish day like I have had today. I roll onto my stomach and bend my knees like a typical teenage girl in movies. and reply
Cat: Heya, ngl miss you too :) of course, I am all I have done is my work so don't worry. X
Dan: glad to hear it, baby, you defiantly deserve a break then ;)
The wink at the end of his text made me smile to myself but what could he possibly mean by it from being in another country.
Dan: Are you alone babygirl?
Well yeah, I am but why is Dan asking such a bizarre question, I look to the door to check that its closed before replying to let dan know I am alone. Dan went quiet for a while creating tension through the phone, I start to worry that I said something wrong. I put my phone down and lock it and remind myself that he asked the weird question not me, he was the one being strange.
He replies with an attachment with a winking face, I open the message and click on the attachment which opens up a picture. A naked one, of him, a mirror selfie with his hand placed behind his head showing off his muscly arms, my eyes trace down his face to his broad chest until my eye land on his member, I must have been gazing at this picture for ages, I have never been sent a nude before and defiantly not one as gorgeous as this one.
Dan: Your okay princess? Do I get one too?
uhhhh what? my heart drops, I have never sent anything like this.
Cat: Do I have to?
I reply hoping he says I don't have to but what he replies with is worse.
Dan: I can't force you to do anything princess and you know that but I do really miss you and that sexy body of yours.
He pulls at my heartstrings why can't he just be mean so I can hate him or something, I climb out of bed and look in the mirror. God I look gross I need to sort this out before I send him anything, he thinks I am sexy this look would defiantly change his mind. I first take my hair out and give it a ruffle letting my curls spring out from the constraints of my hair band, first thing checked off. Next was the face I head over to my makeup bag and grab out my concealer and mascara and cover the bags under my eyes to make myself look a bit more human. Now for the naked part, unknown territory, I take off my leggings so that my red Brazilian panties are on show and I lift up my jumper so that my cheeks are just peeping out at the bottom. Maybe this is enough.
I head over towards my mirror again and pose slightly sideways so that he gets a full view of everything, I pull the jumper tight to he can see the curves underneath and take the picture. Nice, I send it to him and wait for a reply.
Dan: that's cute princess but is that all I'm getting, you know I have seen it all before ;)
He's getting cocky now and wants more, I roll my eyes but can't help but feel excited. I want to show him more, I want to please him he just knows exactly what to say to get me to do what he wants. I let out a sigh and look in the mirror for round two.
Right, I take my jumper off and drop it on the floor and then unclasp my bra and slowly drop that to the floor joining the jumper, I take some deep breaths comprehending what I'm about to do. I keep my panties on as I am not brave enough to be completely naked, the small piece of fabric covering my private parts may be small and flimsy but in my head, it's holding up a wall of modestly for me and helps me feel confident to show off my body to this god of a man.
I try a few poses in front of the mirror but they all look awkward I try a hand on hip and playing with my hair and even try turning to the side but nothing looks right. I take my free hand and hold my breasts cupping one and my arm pushing the other into my chest making them look bigger, I then arch my back making my curves more prominent and I have found it the perfect pose. I snap the picture and send it off immediately before I back out of it and done. I put my jumper back on just to put some more layers on incase Abi decides to come in. I wait in anticipation for his reply and I seem to be waiting forever for his reply. 5 minutes later I finally get a reply thank god.
Dan: wow princess, simply gorgeous I cant wait to see you again. Now don't stay up too late I have to go as I have to be up early. Sorry, princess. Sweet dreams. X
Oh my god he like it, he liked the picture of me naked and even called me gorgeous. My butterflies return to my tummy while I turn my phone off and put it on charge. I am still in disbelief at what I have just done, I never thought I would ever send nudes especially after all those talks you get in school about not doing it and the dangers of it but when a guy as sexy as Dan asks for one you just get swept away in the moment.
I lie on my back with my mind buzzing around thinking of Dan and how he can just transform how I feel just through a text. While stuck in my daydream of Dan I slowly fall asleep still in my jumper and makeup. That'll be a mistake tomorrow morning.