The Scene at Home

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That same afternoon, at the Harrington villa, Barbara put forward her plan again. "On Saturday I'm organizing a little gathering," she announced at the dinner table, as though it were the most natural thing in the world. "Just a small circle – forty or fifty people. Our friends are worried; they want to see that we are well." Peter set down his fork. "No," he said. Barbara looked at him, and her eyebrow rose. "I beg your pardon?" "There will be no party, Mother." Peter's voice was calm but hard. "Father is in hospital in a coma. We are not holding a party." "I only want to..." Barbara began. "I know what you want," George cut in, unexpectedly. The siblings looked at him in surprise – George rarely spoke up against his mother. "You want everything to carry on as though nothing had happened. As though our father were not lying connected to machines in hospital." Barbara gave him a withering look. "George, don't be so dramatic. Life goes on, people..." "Life goes on?" Peter was on his feet now. His face was red, his voice trembling – not from sorrow, but from that long-suppressed fury to which he now finally gave free rein. "Mother, do you hear yourself? Father is in a coma! For eleven days he hasn't opened his eyes! For eleven days he has been lying there surrounded by tubes and machines! And you want to throw a party?!" "Peter, please don't raise your voice to me, I am your mother, and..." "Father is in hospital because of you!" Peter spoke the words, and each one landed like a stone. "Because of you! Because of your lies, your decades of playacting, your daily humiliations! You put that man there! You!" Silence. Everyone in the room sat motionless. Mária put her hand over her mouth. Margit lowered her eyes. János stared at the rim of his glass. Barbara's face went pale. "How dare you... how dare you say such a thing to your mother..." "Because it's true!" Peter could no longer hold back. "I listened to the entire argument. I listened to what you said to Vera. I know the truth, Mother – the real truth. Not what you have been saying for thirty-three years. The truth. The truth that your father lost everything on horse racing and gambling. The truth that Alexander saved your family. The truth that you denied all of it, and will deny it forever." Barbara rose to her feet, but her legs were trembling. "That's... that's not..." "Enough." Peter sat back down, and his voice became simultaneously weary and steely. "There will be no party, Mother. Not on Saturday, not on Sunday, not while our father is lying in that hospital. If your friends are so concerned, let them visit him there. Let them visit him in the hospital, where he is now, in the state he is in – not here, where you arrange your processions of admirers." George nodded slowly. "Peter is right." Barbara looked at her son. George had never spoken against her. Never. Her eyes filled with tears – but this time, no one rushed to comfort her. János stared deep into his glass and said nothing. Which was itself an answer. Barbara slowly sat back down. She tried to say something – her mouth opened and closed – but no words came. Something collapsed within her, something she had always relied upon: the power that fed on the fact that no one dared stand against her. Now Peter stood against her. George stood against her. Thirty-three years of truth stood against her. Andrew – who had come home that day – quietly set down his fork and stood up from the table. His final words were spoken softly, almost to himself – but everyone heard them. "Father deserved better. You all deserved better." He left the room and closed the door behind him. He returned to his little studio, to the silence, to the peace. --- The Last Visit That evening, Katalin went to the hospital for the last time. She sat beside the bed and said nothing for a while – she simply held the hand and listened to the monitors. Then she spoke. "We're going home tomorrow, Alex. Not because I'm giving up – but because I know you would want the girls to be home. Sophie misses her room, Lea misses her books." She smiled. "Andrew looked after them so well. Did you know he would be like this? Because I didn't. I thought it would be difficult for him to manage two little girls. But he... he was exactly the same with them as you are. He took their questions seriously. He drew horses for Sophie. He took them to the zoo and the amusement park, and both times came back exactly as tired as they were." She laughed softly. "You have a good son, Alex. At least one who is truly yours." She gently squeezed Alexander's hand. "He showed me the villa. From a distance, but I saw it. You don't need to explain anything to me – I saw it, and I understand. Every year, every visit, every time you said you were tired, that it was difficult – now I know why. Now I see the burden you carried." Silence. "Come back, Alex. Come back, because there I am, and there are Sophie and Lea, and Andrew too – and somewhere in a little house in Bratislava the lights are still burning, and the plum trees still bear fruit, and on the little sofa there is still the hollow where you always used to sit. Everything is where you left it. Everyone is where you left them." She stood. She kissed Alexander's forehead – long, gently, the way mothers kiss their sleeping children. "I'm waiting for you at home, my love. That's all there is to it." She left the room. In the corridor, Andrew was waiting with the two little girls. Lea immediately came over and took her hand. Sophie looked up, and saw something in Katalin's face that made her step closer too, and embrace her mother from around the waist, as far as her small arms could reach. "Is Papa all right?" Sophie asked. "He will be," said Katalin, and in her voice was that kind of certainty that only comes when a person is compelled to believe. "He will most certainly be all right." Andrew watched them from the background – this small group whose members had never lived together, and yet belonged together in some way, strongly and irrevocably – and felt something warm stir within him. This was his father's real life. Not the villa, not the company, not the parties, not the thirty-three-year role. This, here. Tomorrow they would go home to Bratislava. But the life his father had built – quietly, secretly, from a distance – would not go with them. Peter's words still echoed in his head: Father is in hospital because of you. Yes, thought Andrew. But he will come back. Because he has reason to.
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