Andrew had not slept properly since the night the ambulance took his father away.
Ten days had passed. Ten long, heavy days, each one identical to the last — he woke up, made coffee, went to the hospital, sat down beside his father's bed, and stared at that face, which now seemed strangely unfamiliar. It was not the face he knew — that face which always carried something deep and secretive in its eyes. Not the face that had smiled at him in the workshop when it saw the painting. Not the face that had wept when it held him close.
This face was smooth now. Still. Like stone.
The machines beeped. The IV dripped. Nurses came and went, silently, their shoes gliding noiselessly across the linoleum floor. Andrew sat and waited for his father to open his eyes.
But his father did not open his eyes.
For the first three days, he still believed it was only a matter of time. The doctor had said the body was regenerating, that in such cases the coma was the body's own defense mechanism, that patience was required. Andrew was patient. Or at least he tried to be.
During those first three days, Andrew alternated between sitting at his father's bedside and keeping vigil in his workshop. On the first night he did not go home to the workshop at all. He only returned to his own small sanctuary on the second day — but even then he simply sat on the floor, among his canvases, his back against the wall, staring at the painting he had once made of Katalin. That face seemed almost to speak — those warm, open eyes as though asking him something.
When will you tell me what happened?
Andrew closed his eyes. The task his father had given him weighed on his soul like a stone. Notify Katalin. If anything happens — notify her. But how? What was he supposed to say to this woman? That the man who had made promises, who had said it would all be over, I will take care of everything — that this man was now lying in a coma?
On the fourth day, Andrew went to the hospital and sat down beside his father's bed.
"Father," he said quietly. "If you can hear me, you need to know that I have to go to Bratislava. I have to tell Katalin. I know that is what you asked of me." His voice faltered for a moment. "I only hoped you would tell her yourself. That you would open your eyes and the first thing you would do would be to call her." He squeezed his father's hand. "But I can see you are not ready yet. I will go in a few days. I will tell her. And I promise — I will watch over those you love until you return."
From the fourth day onward, something else began to haunt him.
His father's words. The words spoken on that bench outside the hospital. Tell me, I will do whatever you ask. And his father's request: if anything happens, notify Katalin. Bratislava, Kis Street 11.
Andrew had memorized the address. He had written it down too, though he needn't have — those few words had burned themselves into his mind as if branded there.
But in those first days he kept telling himself: when Father wakes up. When he opens his eyes. When he can tell her himself. Why should he, Andrew, drive to a stranger in Bratislava and tell her that...
Tell her what exactly? That her husband was in a coma? That the man who had lived a double life for thirty-three years was now lying in a hospital bed, visited regularly by only one of his sons — the youngest, the one who barely knew him?
Because the others barely came at all.
John had been there once, on the first day. He walked in, looked at his father, and said: Well, the doctors will do what they can. Then he left. George had come twice, but both times he was in a hurry — once he had a business lunch, another time a school event for the children. Peter was the best of them — he came every other day, sat down, and stayed quietly. But Peter too had a life, work, Anna.
Only Andrew was there almost every day. Only Andrew sat in the white silence of that room and watched his father.
On the seventh day, on his way home from the hospital, Andrew stopped in the street and looked up at the sky. The late autumn air was cold, sharp, and the wind caught the collar of his coat. Andrew stood there and felt something tighten inside him.
My father has another life, he thought. A real life. A wife who loves him. Two daughters who run to him the moment they hear his footsteps. And now these people do not know what has happened. They are waiting for him. Katalin waits every day for a call, for a sign — and nothing comes.
He went home. He sat down at his easel. He did not paint. He simply sat there and stared at the blank canvas.
On the morning of the eighth day he woke up, and he already knew he had to go.
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It was a late September morning when Andrew got up, got into his car, and headed towards Bratislava.
He had not called Katalin in advance — he did not know how to explain it over the phone. These words cannot be spoken on a phone call. This kind of news must be delivered in person, face to face, where you can see the other person's expression, and be there when their legs begin to tremble.
On the road he did not turn on the radio. In the silence, Andrew drove, and in his mind the words he would say played over and over again. My name is Andrew. Andrew Harrington. I am Alexander's son. Alexander... my father. He cleared his throat. My father is ill. He is in hospital. In a coma. These were simple sentences. Short sentences. And yet every single word felt heavy, as if he were carrying stones up a steep hillside.
When he saw the first sign for Bratislava on the road, his stomach tightened.
What would this woman say when she saw him? What would she feel when she realized who was standing at her door? His father had never described Katalin in detail. All Andrew knew was what he had seen in the painting — that open, warm face, that expression which he had somehow captured even from a photograph. Something that cannot be learned or performed: a goodness that radiates from within.
He turned onto Kis Street and drove slowly along it. Neat little houses stood side by side, each with a small front garden. Autumn flowers still bloomed here and there — colourful chrysanthemums, yellow and purple asters. The small, everyday signs of life.
He stopped in front of number eleven.
For a long time he sat in the car. His hands rested on the steering wheel, but he did not move. The house was quiet — a single-store, whitewashed building, with curtains stirring gently in the windows. In the small garden the grass was still green, and beside the fence a red geranium was doing its best to bloom with its last remaining strength.
This is my father's home, thought Andrew. His real home.
He got out of the car. He walked to the gate and pressed the bell.
From inside came the sound of footsteps — quick, light footsteps approaching the door. Then the gate opened, and a brown-haired woman stood before him, a questioning look on her face.
Andrew knew immediately. It was her. The painting had come to life.
"Good afternoon," said Andrew, and his voice was surprisingly steady. "My name is Andrew. Andrew Harrington."
Katalin stared at him for a moment. Then her face changed — her eyes widened, her lips parted slightly.
"Andrew," she repeated quietly. "Alexander's son."
"Yes."
Silence. The wind stirred Katalin's hair. Andrew watched her gaze move across his face — searching for his father in it, for that feature, that resemblance.
"Come in," she said at last, and opened the gate.
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They sat down in the living room. Katalin put coffee on, and Andrew watched her hands tremble as she took the cups from the cupboard. She knows, he thought. Even before I have said a word — she can feel that something is wrong.
Because if everything were fine, his father would have come, not him.
"Where is Alex?" asked Katalin, when she sat down across from him. Her voice was calm, but her eyes said something else.
Andrew took a slow, deep breath.
"He is in hospital," he said simply. "He had a heart attack. He has been in a coma for ten days."
The silence that followed was almost tangible.
Katalin did not cry out. She did not collapse sobbing onto the table. She simply sat, motionless, and her eyes slowly, slowly filled with tears. Then she pressed her hand to her mouth, and a deep, quiet sound escaped from her — the kind of sound a person makes when something immense has ended, or perhaps when something immense is just beginning.
"Ten days," she whispered. "He has been there for ten days, and I..."
"I could not come straightaway," said Andrew quietly. "I hoped he would come round. I waited, so that you would not need to hear this from me, so that he could call you himself. But as the days went by..."
"Why did you not call?" Katalin's voice held no reproach. Only weariness, and depth.
"Because this is not something you say over the phone."
Katalin nodded. Then she stood up and left the kitchen. Andrew heard her stop in the hallway, heard the silence that followed. Then she came back — her face was different now. The pain had not left it, but something else had appeared alongside it: resolve.
"When can we leave?" she asked.
Andrew looked at her.
"Whenever you are ready."
"Twenty minutes. I will wake the girls."