Monday morning Jay holds me tight in his arms as we say our goodbyes. He goes to London for a week today. He has meetings all week. We've had the most amazing weekend. We stayed here at my apartment the entire time. I've cooked for us, we've made love and watched movies, and we even went for a run. Not a cranky CEO in sight. We went back to his place last night to pack his bag, and even then, we came back here to my house to sleep. I feel that when he's here at my house, he's able to detach from being Elias Miles the CEO and just be a regular man . . . my man. He can forget who he is for a while and what is expected of him. The dynamic has shifted between us. I don't know how to stop it, but I'm falling for him. I can feel myself slipping under the water, his water . . . the beautiful

