It won’t happen again; I won’t allow it . . . even if that means holding him at arm’s length for the rest of my life . . . or however long we’re together. See, there it is again. Negative thoughts . . . ugh. I make my way downstairs with my luggage for the weekend with me and out the front doors to see Elias leaning up against the wall—navy suit, gorgeous face, and a swoony smile . . . just for me. “Good morning, my beautiful girl.” “Hi.” I smile up at him. He leans down and takes my face in his hands and kisses me, and I feel my knees weaken underneath me. “How did my girl sleep?” He takes my hand in his and takes my suitcase from me. “Fine, thanks.” “Can we get a civilized lift to work today?” he asks. I glance over and see Alan and the limo parked at the curb across the street

