Things are going well . . . for the first time in a long time, I feel myself become a little excited for what’s to come. Let’s see what happens. I stare at the ceiling in the darkness from my bed. It’s midnight. My old bedroom brings a surprising comfort that I didn’t know I needed. It’s great being here with my family, but New York seems so very far away. I didn’t call Elias like I said I would; in fact, I haven’t spoken to him all night. Being here with people who love me makes me realize how fragile I’ve been. I was completely alone and heartbroken in New York. I mean sure, I had Molly and Aaron, but I’ve known them all of three months. It’s not the same as having family around, the ones who will stand by your side through thick and thin. I don’t know where I’m going with Elias, o

