This embezzlement scandal is news… big news, and while the rest of the world is hanging on to the story, I’ve been on the edge of tears all day.
I don’t know what to do or how to reach him. He’s put his defenses up, and with everything else going on for him at the moment, I don’t know how hard I can push without him completely losing it.
I don’t want to stress him out further, but he needs me more than ever at the moment.
I put my head into my hands.
Why the hell did I go and meet Jake?
What the f**k was I thinking? How was that ever a good idea?
I go over that night in my head, and I can hear myself lying straight out to Elias when I got home… why? At the time, I thought I was protecting him.
I know better now.
This is one big mess, and I have no idea how to fix it.
My mind goes
