The sunlight streaming through my window feels too bright for how I’m feeling. I woke up groggy and drained after last night’s breakdown. My eyes are puffy, my body heavy with exhaustion, but I can’t let myself fall apart again—not today. It’s Saturday, and I need to keep moving forward.
I drag myself out of bed, trying to shake off the emotional weight that’s still clinging to me. My mind replays the scene from last night—Josh’s innocent questions, his confusion about why I’m so distant. The guilt sits like a stone in my chest. I’ve been so focused on pushing everyone away that I didn’t stop to think about the impact it would have on him.
I head downstairs to the kitchen, hoping a cup of coffee will help me clear my head. But as soon as I step inside, I freeze.
Josh is sitting at the t
