CHAPTER NINETEEN
A MATTER OF WHAT IFS
I keep thinking what if. What if Julia's mother actually liked me, what if she actually gave me her blessing? If so, would Julia and I be where we are now? Guess it'll just stay a matter of what ifs.
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I gulped, her mother didn't answer me. Her glaring eyes was on Julia instead. I could feel my heartbeat in my throat as Julia squeezed my hand, as our hands were intertwined. I had a sudden urge to take my hand away as her mother's eyes shifted from Julia to our hands.
Her mother then walked down the last two stairs and onto the same ground we were standing on. The same one I was glued to. I just couldn't seem to move. I was probably just standing there, looking like a retard just holding my
