CHAPTER TWELVE LET YOU GO- PART II I got home and the lights were on. Carson was on the couch, drooling all over. I would have taken a picture of it but I just wasn't in the mood. I went inside my room, my eyes barely even opening as I finally fell back on my bed. Do you ever feel so tired and sleepy the whole day but as soon as you got in bed, you couldn't fall asleep? This was exactly my case. I just laid there, staring at the ceiling. Thinking about the two girls that I care about very much. One who was hurting me and the other who I was hurting. It was like I'm going to be sad either way. I turned on my phone and glanced back at my conversation with Julia. It started with the beginning where everything went great. Then a few little arguments more great stuff, funny embarrassing secr

