Gemma The weekend came and gone, and I haven't had the courage to call Larry and break up with him. I've seen his texts, though I deleted his voicemails since it hurts too much to hear his voice. After Dad sent him away, the text messages and the calls had stopped. Maybe it was that easy for him to forget about us, or maybe it was easier to just be with Alix instead of working things out with his family to be with me. Ugh...who are you kidding, Gemma? Alix is so much better than you. Maybe he's not really in love with me. Maybe he thinks dealing with Alix is much easier than fighting for our love. It hurts though. It hurts so much that I barely get out of bed by Monday morning. While Mom did keep me busy with her wedding preparations throughout the weekend, I still missed Larry. So muc

