Gemma The kitchen air is filled with the smell of freshly brewed coffee, though what I still want is a stronger drink when I think back about the conversation that I had with Larry and his brother yesterday. But I haven't resorted to alcohol since I was pregnant with Julian, coffee will have to do. Especially when I'm taking care of Julian, my little man is the most important person in my life. I'll give up anything for my baby. I like to believe that I made the right choice in telling Larry that I'd be waiting for him when all I want is to move in with him and play house with our son and the baby daddy. It's a good dream, but as part of being a responsible adult for Julian, I need to think about our future. Julian will need stability. Once I introduce Larry as his father, there will be

