"Your parents, I killed them with my own hands."When Grandpa said he was planning to tell him the secret, Karen was prepared. Although he was still lying in bed, he had already reserved a place in his heart for the revelation.But he really didn't expect that Grandpa would just start revealing everything without any introduction.Perhaps, as he had said before, it was time to hurry and say what should have been said."Your parents, just like me, were judges of the Order of the Gods."Karen noticed that Di Si used the term "judge" instead of "priest".According to Pu'er's explanation, in the orthodox church, the titles may be different, but they all follow a specific sequence:"Purifier - Priest;
Inquirer - God's Revelation;Reflective - God's Shepherd.The fourth level is the judge.The first three levels are somewhat like grassroots civil servants. When it comes to the judge, it is similar to the traditional sense of being an "official". Referring to my grandfather's position, the judge is like the leader in the local area.So, the parents of "Karen" really have high positions.The Inmoleis family has produced three "judges". In the system of the Order of the Gods, they can also be considered as a "noble" presence, at least not to be underestimated."They were contaminated during a mission to suppress the demons, and this contamination is irreversible and cannot be saved or recovered. At their request, I chose to help them be liberated."Hearing this, Karen was not too surprised.Even Pu'er said that Dias is someone who values family, and the reason why he didn't kill himself was also because of the identity of being "Karen's" grandson.Even though Karen's notes have drawn that his grandfather killed his parents, Dias must have had his reasons.
Although Dis spoke about this matter in a calm tone, Karen could feel the pain in the heart of this person who values family, when he killed his own two family members with his own hands.However, pollution... irreversible?Previously, when the "source of sin" copper coin polluted Ron, it should have been reversible and removable. Dis did a "purification" for Ron, and then Ron returned to normal.But for "oneself's" parents, it is irreversible.The difference is like Ron getting diarrhea from eating something unclean, which can be cured by taking medicine, while "oneself's" parents drank paraquat and have no chance of survival."Since then, you have become a child without parents, and since then, I have started to regret, regretting why I brought your father and mother into the church, and regretting how many family members have been lost in the history of the Inmoleis family because of the Order of the Gods and the act of sacrifice.Almost every generation of the Inmoleis family has to endure the pain of losing loved ones suddenly.What's even more ridiculous is that although our family runs a funeral home, we don't even have the qualification to hold a real funeral for our own departed family members."Karen remembered that Pu'er had said that the bodies of priests would be "reclaimed.""So, I made a decision. After I leave, the Inmoleis family will permanently withdraw from the Order of the Gods."
I hope Mason, hope Winnie, hope their children, hope you, hope my family, can avoid getting involved in the dark side of this world, and live a normal life as ordinary people.Even though ordinary people are destined to age, get sick, and face various accidents, it is still much happier than witnessing the twisted and cruel things, and even having their souls tainted and unable to rest in peace at the end.Speaking of this, Dias smiled self-deprecatingly:"After all, I am a selfish person. My vision can only reach the doorstep of my home.Perhaps, when I was young, I also had ideals and shouted slogans about sacrificing everything for the light of order, and hoped to defend the glory of the Inmoleis family in the Order of God;But now, I only hope that my family can be healthy, stable, and even happier."Dias's gaze turned to the window;Karen understood that at this moment, Dias was not just "narrating" to him, but more importantly, he was expressing his inner thoughts.There are some things he can't say to his family, so he can only keep them in his heart.
"I, Dis. Inmeres, am such a worthless person."This is the most sincere confession of a serious old man's heart."Then, you got sick, very seriously ill, and I did my best to protect you, but I failed, and you still left."Karen fell silent,This sentence,Is equivalent to making everyone's relationship clear."I lied to Mason and Mary that I was taking you to the hospital in Bellwin City, which is good at treating your difficult illness, but in fact, when I took you away, you had already stopped breathing, you were already dead.I lost my son, my daughter-in-law, and also made you lose your parents;And then,I have to lose you again."
I once doubted that this was the punishment of the God of Order for being disloyal to me. He knew about my betrayal of the Light of Order, so he deliberately brought disaster upon me, wanting to take you away from me.When you were being rescued, I repented and even swore that if the God of Order could make my little Karen recover, I would dedicate the rest of my life to the Order of the God of Order, guarding the Light of Order without reservation.And the Inmoleis family will continue to inherit the glory of the Order of the God of Order and become its most loyal defenders. I will bring you into the Order, and I will pass everything on to you.Because of our dedication, we have at least received some rewards.But,you still left.The God of Order did not answer my prayers, and he may not have even heard them.Diss's voice became lower and lower;Finally,he slowly raised his head,
Continuing calmly, Di said:"When I was facing your body, I said something to you, and to the sky."Pausing for a moment,Di spread his hands,as if recalling,or perhaps contemplating,no,more like savoring;he said:"The god of order raised by prostitutes!"
When these words were spoken, Karen felt a bit dazed, as if the light and shadows in front of her had deviated slightly; Karen knew that this was her own psychological effect. Even if he didn't believe in any religion in his previous life, and didn't like to bow and pray when seeing a god, he would never do anything to insult a god, let alone curse loudly. He didn't dare to curse, always feeling that it would be taboo. And in front of him, in a world where one religion clearly had extraordinary qualities, as a judge of the Order of the Gods, he blasphemed and insulted the gods in front of him. "He made you leave me, but I don't agree, because you are still young. You, who have been isolated since childhood, haven't even had a chance to unfold your life, and there is still so much you haven't seen or heard. It's not fair for you to leave like this."
To your father, to your mother,To me,To the whole Invermere, it's not fair!So, I found Mr. Hough.Mr. Hough is a retired god pastor of the Principle God Church, but his knowledge and abilities are not just that of a pastor. He knows too many secrets and knows how to manipulate and implement them.I once saved him, I was despicable enough to use the favor of saving his life as a threat, and he finally agreed to help me.With his help,I completed a highly prestigious god descent ceremony in an abandoned factory in the suburbs of Bellwin City.Do you know,Karen,
After the ceremony was completed,I didn't rush to escape, even though I knew the commotion here could attract the attention of the government and many large churches. But I still spent a full three minutes.I put my ear to your chest,I heard the sound of your heart beating.That joy, it makes me addicted.This is not me using the "resurrection technique" on your body, that is just an empty shell, and it is a self-deception.But,Inside my grandson's body,The soul is once again filled,My grandson,
"Once again, he regained his vitality.My grandson,He,Came back to life."Karen took a deep breath, he knew that the one who came back was not "Karen", but himself.So, the one who was supposed to have died in an accident, his soul was summoned into the body of "Karen" by Dis, and finally achieved "resurrection".His resurrection in this world was not random, nor was it luck, everything was part of Dis's purposeful plan.For a moment,Karen felt a twinge of guilt in his heart, because it was because of him that Dis's plan to resurrect his grandson "Karen" was not successful."I believe that the reason why Alfred was willing to show such 'respect' towards you is because he has guessed something, such as linking you to the divine descent ritual in Bellwin City."
Hoffen and Puer have both helped me a lot while I was preparing for the ritual of god descent. However, they probably didn't think I could complete such a high-level ritual, so they were just trying to fulfill the last wish of an old man who was grieving over the loss of his grandson.But to their surprise,the ritual was successful.And then, they started persuading me relentlessly to kill the evil god that had descended while he was still weak."Karen pursed his lips,he wasn't worried that when he got to this point, Dis would kill him.Because if Dis really wanted to kill him, he would have done it already.The old man was not indecisive;yes, how could a man who dared to insult the god of order by calling him a p********e hesitate?But,
Karen asked curiously, "Grandfather, why didn't you kill me?" Karen knew that her question was a bit foolish, but she dared to ask it in front of Dis. Dis asked, "What do you call me?" "Grandfather." "Then you are my grandson." Karen suddenly laughed and lying on the bed, he no longer looked at Dis, but turned his head and looked at the ceiling, asking again, "Why?" Dis stood up and looked at Karen lying on the bed.
"What is the reason?""Do you know what I am asking?""So, what is the difference between you now and you in your mother's womb?""There is a big difference." Karen said, "a very big difference.""I am not that 'Karen', no, to be precise, I am nothing like 'Karen'. He is introverted, timid, and cowardly, while I am the opposite."Dis shook his head and said:
"What I am asking is, what difference does it make for me?""For you...""When my grandson was still in his mother's womb, where did my feelings for this child come from?Do I know what kind of personality he will have?Do I know what kind of person he will be?Do I know what beliefs he will have when he grows up?I don't even know if he is a boy or a girl.But I still love him, I look forward to his birth, and I have even imagined him waking up and crying in his cradle.""Is it because of blood ties..."
Karen asked, "Is it because the blood flowing in this body is the same as yours, belonging to the Inmolese bloodline?""Not really.""Not really?""The reason why I am looking forward to the child in the womb is because I know that when he is born and learns to speak, he will call me...grandfather."Karen fell silent,He finally realized that he had misunderstood Dias, and had been misunderstanding him all along.He had always been used to applying Dias's mindset, but Dias was Dias, and his way of seeing the world was different from ordinary people. Despite his serious appearance, he was actually very calm."After the divine ritual is completed, I will put my ear to your chest, and when I hear the renewed heartbeat in your body, it's like I'm back in the time when your mother was carrying you. I stood solemnly by the side, but my heart was full of hope that you would arrive safely and healthily.I have a feeling,When you wake up,
"You can call me grandpa,But I am not sure, in fact, in my heart, I am also a little nervous.So, when I brought you home, the first time you woke up, our whole family surrounded you.You looked around in confusion, looked at all of our faces, but didn't call anyone, I felt uncomfortable.But I can also understand,After all, you just 'born',Facing this world is still so unfamiliar,How could you wake up and start talking and calling people?" Karen only remembered at this time, when she woke up for the first time, Di looked at her with a relaxed and serious expression.When she recalled this scene before, she thought it was because Di could see that she was not "Karen" and was struggling whether to kill her or not.
But in reality, they knew from the beginning that "Karen" would never come back.He was just worried about why he didn't call for help right away."Hahaha..."Suddenly, Dis laughed,"After you wake up in two days, you will start calling for help, very enthusiastically. Your cousin, your cousin, your uncle, your aunt, your aunt, including me, your grandfather.Do you know,The flattery in your voice when you call "grandfather" made me a little uncomfortable at first.""Hahahahaha..."Hearing this, Karen also burst into laughter.He was so timid, very timid. He came to a strange world and could only rely on "family" to provide protection and survival for him.
Just like a human infant being born, he has actually descended into another unfamiliar world.Dis reached out his hand,Tucked Karen's blanket,"Great and mighty god, you took away my grandson, I, Dis, must snatch him back.From the moment you called me grandfather,It doesn't matter if you are a true god or an evil god."Dis bent down,Gently kissed Karen's forehead,"I lost a family member, but gained another, right?"Karen nodded sincerely.
Translation:* (Dào):"Yes, Grandfather."I love this home, I really love this home.I love my sensible cousin Mina and Lunt, I love my well-behaved cousin Kris;I love my somewhat rebellious but always responsible Uncle Mason, I love my sharp-tongued but kind-hearted Aunt Mary, I love my strict-looking but gentle Aunt Winnie;I also love you, Dias.You have no idea how cool you were when you just blasphemed the gods."Rest well and heal."Dias turned around and opened the bedroom door;At this moment,
Karen reached out and forcefully propped herself up, facing Di's back as she said, "Grandfather, I will make sure that everyone in the family lives a stable and happy life in the future, I promise." Di didn't turn around, but instead waved his hand and said, "You don't need to do that." Then, he added, "Before I leave."