My father likes him immediately.
I can tell because Derek Howlstorm is not a man who performs warmth he doesn't feel.
He shakes Vendrick's hand in the entrance hall, and something in his posture settles. The particular quality of relief my father has been carrying for three years, the slow leak of a man watching his pack struggle and not having enough to fight back with, releasing a fraction of its pressure.
He'd never say it, but I can see it.
My mother guides everyone through to the formal dining room with the practiced ease of a luna who has overseen hundreds of these introductions. The table is set beautifully — she'd clearly been preparing for yesterday and simply moved everything to today. Anthony sits to my father's right, watching Vendrick with the assessing eyes of a brother who has decided opinions and is taking stock of whether this particular alpha deserves any revision to them.
I'm placed across from Vendrick.
Of course I am.
I set the pale flower carefully beside my plate
I couldn't exactly hide it.
I fold my hands in my lap and look at the middle distance while my mother begins the quiet orchestration of getting everyone seated, water poured, and the first course started.
Vendrick, to his credit, doesn't look at me in a way that acknowledges anything that happened at the café.
He settles into his chair with the ease of someone accustomed to formal settings, accepts coffee from the staff with a quiet thanks, and turns his attention to my father with what seems like genuine interest.
I've heard good things about the Silvermoon territory, he says. The eastern forest stretches, the river systems — your pack has built something significant here.
My father's chest expands slightly with understated pride.
Six generations of work.
The land rewards the people who respect it.
My father says the same about Moonthorne, Vendrick says. Though our territory is more developed. We've traded some of the wildness for stability. I'm not sure it was always the right exchange.
Anthony lifts his eyebrows slightly. It's a nuanced thing to say
Acknowledging a trade-off rather than simply claiming superiority. My brother, who has spent three years watching alphas come through this house performing confident authority, recalibrates.
The conversation moves into the structure of the visit, the expected exchange about Silvermoon's current situation, the Clawgrim incursions, the question of what Moonthorne could offer, and what Silvermoon had to give.
I listen as I force myself to eat, and watch Vendrick navigate the conversation the way you'd watch someone negotiate a river, reading the current, choosing where to step.
Then my father sets down his fork with a particular kind of deliberateness
Traditionally, he says, discussions of this nature include the question of a formal alliance through marriage.
The table doesn't exactly tense, but everyone becomes slightly more present.
Vendrick doesn't hesitate. Yes, I understand you have a daughter of marriageable age, he said, and something in his tone made me look up.
His eyes were on me, but there was no calculation there. No coldness. Just... warmth. Interest.
But I'd like to propose something about that, if I may.
My father opens his hand. Go on.
The military alliance between Moonthorne and Silvermoon makes sense on its own terms, independent of any marriage arrangement.
I'd like to offer it as a standalone commitment, shared patrols, coordinated defense strategies, and resource distribution during Clawgrim engagements. No marriage is required for that agreement to stand.
Silence.
My father's expression is carefully unreadable. That's unusual.
Yes
Most alphas in your position would use the military commitment as leverage for the personal arrangement.
Most alphas in my position would, Vendrick agrees
I'm not most alphas.
He doesn't say it arrogantly
It's just a statement of fact delivered without performance, and somehow that makes it land harder.
I'm proposing, he continues, that the alliance stands on its own, and that any courtship proceed separately, at Karine's pace and by her choice, without the weight of pack politics behind it.
He doesn't look at me when he says my name
He keeps his eyes on my father, which is the correct instinct; this is Derek's table, Derek's decision, and making it about me rather than the alpha he's negotiating with would be a misstep, but I feel the words land anyway.
At Karine's pace and by her choice.
I didn’t react. My hands remain folded in my lap, and my expression stays exactly where I put it.
My father studied Vendrick for a moment
You'd commit Moonthrone's resources to our defense with no marriage guarantee, he says.
Yes.
And if Karine declines a courtship entirely?
The alliance stands regardless.
Vendrick pauses. I'm not asking you to sell your daughter's future for a military agreement, Alpha Howlstorm.
I'm asking you to let me get to know her like a person, not a transaction. The pack's safety shouldn't rest on her willingness to marry a stranger.
Something moves across my mother's face. She looks down at her plate quickly.
My father is quiet for long enough that the silence becomes weighted.
You sound like your mother, he says finally.
Vendrick goes still. You knew her?
We met once. A council meeting, years ago.
Kathy Nightclaw had strong opinions about arranged marriages and no hesitation about sharing them.
My father's expression softens into something almost sad. She was a remarkable woman. I'm sorry for your loss.
Something flickered across Vendrick’s face. Pain, quickly masked. Three years ago. A hunting accident.
Three years ago. At the same time—
No. Coincidence. Nothing more.
I'm sorry, I said quietly. I meant it.
His eyes softened when they met mine.
Thank you. Vendrick's voice is level, but something underneath it shifts — a barely-perceptible weight.
All right, my father says.
Everyone looks at him.
The alliance stands independent of any courtship. I'll have my advisors begin drafting the formal terms tomorrow. He looks at Vendrick with the expression of a man who has revised his expectations upward
And I'd ask you to stay with us for the next few weeks. The agreement needs finalizing, and the territory needs to be shown to you properly
And, he glances at me briefly
If a courtship develops, it develops.
That's all I'm asking, Vendrick says.
My father turns to me. Karine. The choice is yours. As it should have been from the beginning.
I hold myself very still.
Eight alphas. Three years of these introductions, each one another opportunity to watch my father's hope and my mother's careful optimism and feel the weight of what I couldn't give them pressing down on me.
And now this man is sitting across from me at our formal dining table, having separated the political stakes from the personal ones, having removed the mechanism that made every other courtship feel like a trap, and my father is looking at me with something that might be the clearest version of ‘I'm sorry’ I've ever seen on his face.
I'd be willing to get to know you, I say to Vendrick. My voice is steady.
He nods, once. No triumph in it. No relief was performed for the room. Just a quiet acknowledgment, like I've said something reasonable and he's received it reasonably.
That's all I'm asking, he says again.
My mother's smile, when I look at her, is the most genuine thing at the table.
Anthony, across from me, catches my eye. He gives me nothing readable, just watching, still deciding. But he hasn't said anything dismissive, which, from my brother, is approximately the equivalent of a formal endorsement.
Lunch continues.
The conversation lightens. Vendrick asks about pack history and listens to my father's answers with what seems like real interest.
He has a dry, understated humor that emerges twice and both times catches me off guard. He asks Anthony something about the training schedules, and my brother's posture shifts another degree toward openness.
I eat. I listen. I watch him navigate my family and think about the single pale flower sitting beside my plate, and what he said in the café about the bond we both felt.
I have never felt that way before
I realize I don't know how to process it or what to do with it.
So, I just live in the moment.