I don't know what kyle wanted me to do before.. kenzie but now I want you to promise you'll help me even if its a crazy idea , sure I'll help you.
I wanted kyle to help me fake my death, are you mad, yes and since kyle want me dead what the point.
I will not be a part of this madness, kenzie am not going to die for real also its going to be pay back your ass**le brother for telling me he would have been happy if I was dead.
What am asking is how good is your acting, well to be honest not bad I take acting class in school, okay now get the doctor and let pot on a show.
I will go get the doctor now, she left and I started crying again because I never knew that saying I was done with his game would make him that angry and hate me to the point he wished I was dead.
The uncomfortable pain in my heart that I don't understand was making me sick, I was hurt by his word's but why do it feel like I was stabbed in my heart a thousand times..
I hared the sound of footsteps so I cleaned my eyes before the doctor came into my room, hello madam you asked to see me, yes I did doc I will go straight to the point to to waist time, please do..
The other day you told me the poison in my drip did not have an effect on me right, yes I did do you feel sick, no I don't doc, might I ask you why you asked to see me.
How would you feel doctor Clark if I told you to end my life, I would refuse without debating, OK well its a good thing I dont want to die for real the thing. you see the person that tried to kill me I know for a fact, that she has her doubt about me being dead so I want people to think I died due to the poison and I can't trust anyone other then you and kenzie now.
Ms people think you are in a not dead right now, yes I know but some say am dead too and that what I want.
I want you to tell them that you got the blood work wrong that the poison did not show any sign's of effect before, but when you runed another one you found the toxic poison in my system.
But ms if people found out my lincess would be revoked, you wouldn't suffer from the blow I promise doctor Clark. I want the hole of new York to know am dead including kyle and your parents Mackenzie.
Am sure Claires frend told her am dead or she might think am struggling to be alive, I want go give her a gift I want the press and everyone to carry this news .
I want to give her the satisfaction to believe she won for a few weeks or month, what a month I wouldn't be able to make my family cry for one month, okay fine few weeks, deal.