Chapter Sixteen
1492 Words
SAMANTHA
I lay in my bed, thinking about what Xander and I just did. It was the most incredible feeling I've ever experienced, Xander is everything and as days go by, I keep falling for him more and more. We've been stealing kisses at school for the past two days now. He's not okay with our situation and wants me to break things off with Aiden but I can't right now. He needs to be fully recovered, that's when I'll tell him.
Xander seems to be his normal self now, like right now, he's throwing jokes around and chatting with everyone around the table. I study where he's seated and i collide my foot with his under the table, he pauses and his attention comes to mine but i slump back in my seat and pretend to be focused on what Kim is saying.
I stop and he continues talking to the guys. I start to slowly ride it up until my toes press against his d**k.
He stutters and sucks in a deep breath. I lift my smoothie and wrap my lips around the straw to block my smile as I start to rub my legs up and down his d**k over his pants.
"Oh fuck." He hisses and silence falls around the table. I retreat my foot and slip it back in my shoe.
"No s**t man. Come on, we're eating. Whatever you're thinking about can wait." Michael says and Kim and I burst out laughing.
"Hey Sam," my laughter dies down when Aiden's friend smiles down at me and he hands me his phone.
"It's Aiden." Linden says. I look at it with contemplation then look at Kim, she's my best friend and we share everything, so of course I told her Xan and I did some things, but I didn't get into detail of course. She eyes me back, silently telling me it ok.
I slowly take it from him.
"Hello?"
"Hey baby," his voice is shaky.
Shit, this phone is loud. I tune down the sound button and stand from the chair after meeting Xander's eyes. His jaw is clenched and I know it's taking everything in him not to flip his s**t on Aiden's friend. He's done this on purpose because he suspects that Xander and I are doing something or else I wouldn't be sitting here or always smiling at him when he's within eyes reach.
I can't help it, okay. It's hard to stay away from Xander.
"Hey, how are you feeling?" I move to a corner.
"Better, that moron almost killed me. But i'll be discharged tomorrow and I can't wait to see you."
"Yeah, uhm, me too. There's something important I want to tell you."
"Oh, okay. See you tomorrow then. I love you."
I pause.
"Same."
He chuckles.
"I need you to say it, Sam. Please.." he coughs away from the phone and breathes harshly.
I squeeze my eyes closed.
"love you too." As a good friend. Then I cut the call.
Oh god.
I look up at Aiden's friend to hand him back his phone but he's smirking at something over my shoulder. He takes it and I turn around only to be met by Xander's hurt eyes.
"Xan.." I whisper while trying to reach for his hand but he steps away.
"Yeah.." is all he says then turns around and leaves.
I follow after him.
"Xander!"
He keeps walking and doesn't answer until he's out of the cafe. Yeah, everyone saw that. And now they must confirm that there's something between us.
He walks into the storage room and I follow, closing the door behind me.
"Xander, please."
Silence.
"Xan."
He goes to walk past me but I stop him with a hand on his arm.
"You love him." It's a statement not a question.
"No-"
"Then why did you say it?"
"I just wanted him to stop speaking, besides, he's getting out of the hospital tomorrow and I'll break off whatever thing we had going on."
He nods.
"Cool." He tries to step away but I place my hands on his chest to stop him.
"I don't love him, you know that, you know who I feel that way for."
He closes his eyes then opens them again.
"f**k, Sam. Don't ever say such s**t to another man again."
I place my hand on his cheek.
"I promise I'll only love you."
Wrapping his hands around my waist, he smiles down at me.
"You love me?"
"I do," I smile back and place my lips to his. He wraps his hands around my thighs and lifts me up onto small dusty table. I fumble with the buttons of his shirt, wanting, no, needing to feel him under my palm. When the buttons are all undone, I run my hands over his chest, over his six pack, stomach then toy around the band of his pants.
I pop his button open and slide down his zipper, I take out his d**k and he's hard probably because of my small tease back there. I start rubbing him hard but slow.
He throws his head back and lets out a hiss. Wanting to please him some more, I slide off the table and he looks at me with question.
I go down on my knees it front of him and continue pumping him, I move my head forward but he grabs my hair to stop me. I look at him from under my eyelashes.
"What's wrong? You don't like blowjobs?"
"That's not it, I want nothing more than these lips to wrap around my cock." He rounds his thumb over my lips, all the lipgloss I had earlier long gone.
"Then why did you stop me?"
"Are you sure you want to do this? I mean, you've never done it before, right?"
I nod.
"I'm sure. And to your second question, No. I've never done it before but I've been practicing."
He lifts a dark thick brow.
God this man is handsome.
"Well who would have thought."
I push his hands away and lick the precum at the tip of his crown. He hisses again, i make sure I have enough saliva in my mouth and then I start to take him in inch by inch. Holy crap, he's huge. I use my hands to cover the remaining length, then I suck my cheeks in, steady my breathing and start working him in and out.
"Oh shit."
He curses and moans and grunts. It only shows that I'm doing it right, so I start to go faster until my moans around his d**k and his own fill the room. His d**k jerks in my mouth, hardening some more. I look up at him and he brushes the hair on top of my head with his palm.
"Fuck...you're doing great, baby."
I pull out.
I've seen how it's done from the videos I found and secretly watched on Noah's laptop. This isn't enough for him because I'm new at it.
I guide his hand to grip my hair.
"I want to give you everything."
He stares down at me and I stop breathing.
"I don't want to hurt you."
I shake my head.
"It's okay, I can take it." He runs his thumb over my c*m covered lips.
"f**k, you're beautiful. He dips three fingers down my throat to see how far he can go, when he starts to pull out, I wrap my lips around them and suck, slowly letting them out. His d**k jerks in front of me and my attention goes to it. Wrapping my hand around it, I suck on the crown and he grunts. Then I pepper kisses down his length, I open my mouth and suck his balls into my mouth gently.
"f**k you'll be the death of me." He says.
I pull away and lick my lips.
"Use my mouth like I use yours."
He grabs my hair then sinks into my mouth, he starts slow at first and then picks up his pace. I start to rub my c**t.
"Oh, shit."
I rub faster and he goes harder, deeper. Tears prick the corners of my eyes and my hands slap on his thighs as he takes away all my air, his thighs tense and I know he's close. A few seconds later, he comes inside of me and I swallow ever drop of him.
He reaches down and swipes at the excess that slipped down my chin and dips his thumb inside my mouth and I suck it clean.
He pulls out breathing hard, looking like the sexiest man I've ever seen, which he is. I run my hands around his things and grip his ass, then I kiss his abdomen and go up his abs, getting to my feet, I get on my tip toes because he's six foot and then i kiss his neck, sucking and biting.
"I want more." I whisper.
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