Damian Cross had learned, over thirty-four years, exactly how much of himself he could give away before it became dangerous.
A smile in a boardroom costs nothing.
A signature on the right contract could cost a division. And a name, a real name, spoken to a stranger on a terrace who made him forget, for eleven unguarded minutes, that he was anyone at all that cost more than he'd been willing to examine until he was already halfway back across the ballroom, his chest tight with something he hadn't felt since before he learned to armor himself against it.
He should not have followed Marchetti's assistant so quickly.
He should have said give me five minutes and gone back for her, for Elena, she'd said, before she'd been swallowed by the interruption he was already furious about.
But thirty-four years of training didn't unlearn itself in eleven minutes on a terrace, however good those minutes had felt, and when the word urgent came from a man his father had personally vetted, Damian's feet moved before his mind caught up to what he was leaving behind.
"This had better be a fire," he said, low, as the assistant led him through a service corridor away from the ballroom's noise. "An actual one. With flames."
"It is Mr Cross, sir. She said the Hendricks account is unraveling, something about a leaked term sheet. She's been trying to reach you for twenty minutes."
Damian's jaw tightened.
Of course it was Lydia.
Every crisis that materialized at exactly the wrong moment for the last eighteen months had her fingerprints on it, faint enough to deny, consistent enough that he'd stopped believing in coincidence somewhere around the ninth one.
The private study Marchetti had lent the family for the evening was three rooms removed from the music and the champagne, paneled in the kind of dark wood that made every conversation feel like a verdict.
Lydia was already there when he arrived, phone in hand, her mask, deep emerald, sharp at the edges, exactly the kind of statement piece his terrace stranger's ivory lace had not been pushed up onto her hairline like an afterthought.
"There you are."
She didn't look up right away, which was its own kind of performance; the appearance of being too consumed by crisis to acknowledge him immediately, when Damian knew for a fact that Lydia Cross had never in her life been too consumed by anything to notice the exact moment someone entered a room.
"I've been calling for twenty minutes, Damian. Where on earth were you?"
"Outside." He didn't elaborate. "What's happened with Hendricks?"
"A term sheet was leaked to their legal counsel, the early draft, the one with the concessions we walked back in October.
If they've seen it, they'll use it as leverage tomorrow morning, and we'll lose four points on the valuation."
She finally looked up, and her expression was appropriately grave, appropriately urgent, every muscle in her face calibrated to convince him this was real.
"I need you to call Robert tonight. Before he wakes up to a lawyer's email and decides we've been negotiating in bad faith."
Damian studied her for a moment before he reached for his phone. It was possible she was telling the truth.
It was also possible likely, if he was honest with the part of himself that had grown fluent in Lydia's particular grammar over the last year and a half that there was no leak at all, and this was simply the fastest way she'd found to extract him from a terrace where, for the first time since his engagement had ended in a headline he still couldn't read without his hands going cold, he'd looked like a man who might actually be enjoying himself.
He called Robert Hendricks.
The call lasted four minutes. There was no leaked term sheet. Hendricks hadn't heard from his lawyers all evening, and sounded faintly baffled to be woken at eleven o'clock in Monaco to be reassured about a document he didn't know had gone missing.
Damian set the phone down slowly and looked at his cousin.
"There's no leak."
"What?" Lydia's surprise was well-constructed. Not overplayed, she was too good for that just enough hesitation, just enough of a blink, to suggest genuine confusion rather than a script running out of road.
"That's not possible. My source was certain…"
"Your source."
Damian kept his voice even, the same tone he used when a board member proposed something he intended to kill in committee rather than in the room. "Who was your source, Lydia?"
"I'd have to check my messages, it came through a…"
"Don't."
He held up a hand, and something in his own exhaustion must have shown through, because she stopped talking. "I don't have the energy tonight to watch you construct an answer. We'll discuss it tomorrow, in an office, with people who can verify what you tell me."
For just a moment, a fraction of a second he might have missed if he hadn't spent eighteen months learning to watch for it, something cold moved behind Lydia's eyes.
Not guilt.
Calculation.
The look of a woman recalculating a variable that had shifted slightly off her model, filing away the correction for the next attempt.
"Of course," she said smoothly, sliding the mask back down over her eyes as if lowering a curtain.
"I only worry about you, Damian. Since your father's diagnosis, someone has to keep watching the details you don't have the bandwidth for."
She said it kindly. She always did. That was the particular skill Lydia had honed since his father's heart had begun its slow, humiliating decline eighteen months ago, every intrusion delivered as concern, every manufactured crisis dressed as loyalty, until it had become almost impossible to name what was happening without sounding paranoid, ungrateful, or both.
His father trusted her.
The board tolerated her. And Damian was left standing in these rented studies at masquerades, called away from the one honest conversation he'd had in longer than he wanted to admit, unable to prove that his own cousin was quietly, patiently, positioning herself for a war he hadn't agreed to fight.
"I need five minutes," he said, already moving for the door. "There's someone on the terrace waiting for me."
"Of course." Lydia's voice followed him into the corridor, light and unbothered. "Don't let me keep you from your evening."
He walked faster than dignity strictly allowed, back through the service corridor, back into the ballroom's noise and heat, weaving past a cluster of gilded masks and a waiter balancing a tray of champagne he nearly upended in his hurry. The terrace doors were still open, curtains still lifting on the same sea breeze, the same view of the harbor spread out below like something from a dream he'd stepped out of too soon.
But the terrace was empty.
The glass he'd abandoned was gone from the balustrade. His mask, he touched his own bare face and realized, with a small jolt, that he'd left it behind too, discarded in his haste to follow the man in the earpiece was nowhere in sight.
She was gone.
Elena.
A first name, and nothing else; no last name, no room number, no way to find her among three hundred masked strangers who would all be unrecognizable again the moment they stepped into the daylight tomorrow.
He swore under his breath and turned back toward the ballroom, already calculating Camille Ricci would have a guest list, someone at the foundation would know who'd been invited, there had to be a way to find her.
"Looking for something?"
Lydia's voice, from the terrace doorway behind him, cool and amused in a way that made the back of his neck go cold. He turned. She was holding something up between two fingers, examining it with the mild curiosity of a woman who'd found an interesting stone on a beach.
His mask.
Black, unadorned.
Found exactly where he'd left it.
"That's mine," he said, and heard, even to his own ears, how carefully controlled his voice had become.
"Is it?"
Lydia turned it over once, studying the inside of it as if it might tell her something, a name, a hotel room, anything before she finally offered it to him with a smile that didn't reach her eyes.
"How careless of you to leave it lying around. Anyone might have picked it up.”