Falling from grace

Chapter 16

Catlin takes in the first light of day, as she is the only one dead or alive that can take in the whole radiation, of the sun, to help with the cancer of the hospital. "She live's, She dies, she helps, she hurts." the bad souls get turned into good souls through pregnancys. As catlin was a sucidal nurse to change the times of the gods.

Catlin wants to sort of heavens mess that why she put herself to death in the psyic unit in Germany, to go upstairs to heaven, she sat souless in the garden before lucus woke her up by whispering unlock box. As she was the only person that could stare at the sun.

Night Class:

"Can't live, can't touch, don't deserve to live, can't die, can't live don't deserve to die. Can't smoke, can't live, don't deserve to die, Can't die, can't live don't deserve to die."

Catlin clicker, Half human/Half demon/ Half angel, she broken her leg while skating indoors and was panicing to take her skates off, before she tried to commite sucide. Catlin felt like she was hurting the children too much and felt like she had nothing left to live for.

This year she could call down her ancestors to talk to , as she created two pray garden's to keep her son Matthew and her daughter Mia, safe. Also to keep someone she loved from dying. Her voices were trying to keep her alive.

For dinner she chosen the blood omlette to settle her Vampire side of her, making a seal through animals eyes to keep secrets hidden.

Catlin, burnt her necklace around, while in the mental psyic unit in germany.

Self harm monks tatttoo on her ankle, and took her nightmare back from her brother in law, by scaring her ribs,because she feels all the souls past through her, so the girls could take back the schools. Crystals turn negitive energy into possitive energy. and her emblem turns the bad souls into good souls.

Catlin motto for surviving the mental health battle she was going through in herself, so she had to put up a mental barrier to survive another day.

Shiloh takes souls differently, so his keys are all over the place, as he licked her blood, before catlin tried to take her own life, to become a sucidal angel/demon. Catlin was taking state secrets, to her grave, which she couldn't share with anyone.

Flashback

Catlin create the 1st curse, when she was 5 years old, she wrote a wish to god, or whomever was listen, to curse the whole line because she missed her dad, and wanted to protect her sister. Because she was in love with someone whom never wanted her, so she planned to curse the line with a disease to save the world. she wrote something on a piece of paper and burnt it into the gas fire that day, as she didn't know what she did wrong cause her dad didn't love her enough to fight his demons. so she wanted to help her sister but was confused about whom to trust, so she locked her memories up, so when she was old enough, she could protect her children from her Ex.

2016

Catlin's keeper of keys were different as she wanted dominic, but she knew deep down he didn't want her back, when she went to Berlin citie centre, 2016, her ancestors told her to run to a park. She knew when, and which park she needed to go too, while she was younger, when she was bite by a squiral. but Catlin trusted one person at night while they were closing the pub to go to the toilet and she heard someone in her head someone say "chopshop".

She met the russian president that night on a full moon, they talked and she was scared but she showed him kindness, after sleeping rough on a bench in the city, while people were laughing and giggling. Her phone was dead and she was lost, but she found a grave yard and felt at peace again. then she found her power bank and went back to her home, but the children show little to no interest in her and it broke her heart. Soon after she was locked up in falcon high psyic unit in Germany, where she would feel love in her heart for one person, it would always be her and Dominic. cause she loved him, and it would break her heart not knowing if he would ever want a monster like her.

Then Catlin would go back to her ex Kylan as he was using her againist his cancer yet again.

present

Dominic was back in her life again, after 9 years of being seprated, Catlin finially felt at home in his arms, she wanted him for so long, he was hurting again, she loved him and he felt like she was using him, but her love was enernal something that she just couldn't let go off, He kept lying to her, about how much he loved her, or how much he hated her. but she was fed up with the yo-yo affected, that it had on her mental health, and her hormones, which was messing with the weather.

He grabbed her by the neck, taking her tounge into his mouth, she wanted to touch him so bad, to caress his burns he hided from her on his face, which she didn't mind, she thought he should wear them proudly, as he had save children from a fire. but he wouldn't believe a word she said about them and why she was attracted to him, and them.

he pulled her closer there bodies pressed close, she finally felt the warmth of his body on hers, she smoothed her hands around his neck, and back pulling him as close to her as possible.

He kept pushing her away, and she kept loving him, with her whole heart, but she didn't want to go numb, cause deep down she knew she would never be enough for him.