Being in a new city without Coop feels different. It's so damn irritating that I can't do anything without thinking about him either. I've known him all my life anyway, and I've only had the memories with him. I can't blame myself too much for making him the most important thing in my life.
I've been thinking though. How would life be if I did have the baby? Would he have changed and cut off all his hoes? Would he have loved me better? I guess there's only one way to find out, but I'd like to heal from everything first before I go back to riding his huge delicious d**k.
"Well, do you like the view?"
"Ugh, I couldn't have asked for a better place to unwind. What made you choose this place and hotel?"
"You won't believe this, but Coop and I have been here before. We had the best s*x and partying experience here. I thought coming back here would bring back that happiness again"
"I know this is going to be uncomfortable to talk about, but I really think you love Coop"
"I know, I can't deny the fact that I love him more than anything in this world. Well, not more than my family and myself"
"Yes honey, you can never love a man more than you love yourself"
"Right! I do love him, I don't even think about ending things. I mean, we're supposed to be planning our wedding Rissa!"
"What's stopping you then? Start planning it and tell him about it when we get back. There's only so much you can do to change a man, and with the things that yours has done for you?"
"I can't let him go just like that huh?"
"You two go way back, and I mean, way way back"
"Family is involved, that's the f****d up part"
"It's not f****d up, you need to be strong and work this out"
"Okay"
"And, you cannot keep running away whenever he f***s up. Men f**k up all the time, and we're given the strength to handle it. Don't be weak"
"I got it, thank you! Can we roll a blunt now and get drunk?"
Having a friend like Marissa is honestly a blessing. Friends are supposed to tell you the harsh truth, and not just tell you what you want to hear. Breaking up with Coop would classify me as a weak b***h, and his little hoes would be flying around like little fairy vultures to come and eat my leftovers. Coop is mine, and I'll make sure that it's known. I mean, so many celebrity wives stomach the pain of being humiliated by their husbands in the public eye and they still stay with them. Why can't I be like them? This is what it's like to bear the brunt, right?
After taking our high nap, we're up and freshening up for a good night out. Looks like Marissa leaked our location to Jake, told him that we had a campaign meeting in this city. Clever little girl. Since I know how fast these men roll, they might just drop in at any minute. I need to prepare myself to see Coop, I can't hide forever.
"Well, I just got off the phone with your men"
"Haha, very funny"
"Has a nice ring to it huh?"
"What did they say?"
"They're gathering all the boys to get on a jet with them to come here"
"Just the boys?"
"I think they're coming with their partners too, it can't just be us amongst all those hunks"
"Okay, we better look sharp then"
"Look sharp? Who the f**k are we? The queen's children? Brighten up Adelaide!"
"Fine then, let's wear our new lingerie line with jeans or something"
"Now you're talking"
The outfit searching saga has to be the worst before going out, we always struggle like this. I've decided to wear a lingerie design jumpsuit, probably everything is showing through the lace and all. I'll top it off with a Versace leather and fur biker jacket, and thigh-high velvet heel boots. There's nothing I love more than bring drunk and high on stilettos. Marissa is in a similar outfit, she's in jeans and lingerie. We designed this jumpsuit well, it makes it easier to pee at the club, you don't have to take the whole thing off.
A glass of champagne while looking in the mirror is one of my favorite things to do, and Coop is usually behind me and kissing my neck while I'm doing that. Things feel really different this time, I wonder how I'll act around him when he gets here.
Marissa walks into my room, admires my outfit and gives me a hug. The hug feels warm and different, I just might be into girls. After hugging me, she stares into my eyes and I stare back. You already know what comes next, our lips locked. I've never been so hot and horny for another woman, we're already on the bed and going at it. She unzips the p***y part of the jumpsuit and starts rubbing my c**t. I can't help but moan in her ear, and that leads her down to my p***y. As she's about to suck me out, we hear a knock at the door.
"We'll finish this at the club. Zip up and let's see your man"
Well, damn. I didn't see that coming. Coop and I are back, ya'll were never ready for this next part of our lives.