(Rya)
The next morning I sit up in the bed and look over at the clock on the bedside table seeing that it's only 8:00 am. I've just been laying here with my thoughts for the past few hours, not able to fall back asleep once I woke up at 5:00 am. I haven't been getting much sleep since Zane told me that I'll have to leave my old life behind.
After talking to Zane yesterday, I don't really feel any better about it, but at least I'll have some time left before I'll actually have to leave everyone I know behind. Maybe if I didn't have people who cared about me, it would make it easier, but I have family and friends and when I just disappear without a word they will be hurt and wondering what h
